"I never loved you for leaving you" he said as he grabbed my elbow and within one swift movement, he pulled me to his chest making me gasp. He bent his head down to my level so that he was looking directly at my eyes,
"And I never promised you for b...
(A.N- *PLEASE READ* ·Before You Guys Start Reading This Chapter, I Kindly Request You To Download And Listen To The Song, "New"-By Daya. If You Dont, Then This Chapter Will Be Confusing. You Better Go Through The Lyrics Well Because Each Stanza Of That Song Will Be Used At Different Situations Just To Give This Chapter A Serialistic Vibe, While Reading. · This Song Will Be Used More Often From This Chapter Onwards. Maybe Full Song, Maybe Just Half Of The Song, Or Maybe Just A Stanza For A Particular Chapter, And Thats Totally Upto The Situation. ·Again, Please Listen To The Song, Before And While Reading This Story, Or Else This Will be Pure Confusing. ·I'll Be Telling You When To Plug In The Headphones, And When To Pause, And When To Play. Just Follow The Instructions, And It'll All Be Smooth. ·And I Also Know That Zayn Doesnt Know Driving, But He Does In The Story, For Fictional Purpose.)
(A.N- Bolded Italic Stanzas In The Middle Of The Chapter, Indicates The Song lyrics. Hope You All Won't Lose Track. Happy Reading!)
*Zayn's P.O.V*
I need to smoke a cigerette right now. This is too much for a single person to handle in one day. Despite the fame and standard, Im a human too. I took the elevator and went straight to the corporate garage. I saw my Aston Martin One-77 Car parked, and I made my way over to it. The driver stood up, "Sir-", I raised my hand up for him to shut the fuck up, "Hand me the keys", I simply told him and he handed me the keys with shivering hands. He hurried to open the driver's door for me and I got inside before slamming it shut. I inserted the key and felt the familiar vibration as I reversed my car backword until I was on the road. I turned the steering wheel to the right and drove off to my destination.
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After 10 minutes of violent ride with the harsh honkings and speed driving, Im here at the place where I usually come when I need to clear something off of my mind. I parked my car on the sandy surface, as I took off the key before throwing them inside my pocket and getting off of the car. Just as my shoes touched the sands, I relaxed. The warm-cool breeze that hits me, made me calm. I shut the door and locked it, before removing my blazer and hanging it over my shoulder. I removed my shirt's wrist buttons and folded them until my elbows. I took slow and calm steps towards the well built wooden bridge over the beach. Thankfully, there is no one in here, which means I'll get the space I deserve. I took a cigerette out of the packet and lit it before setting them between my lips, inhaling it. I took out the cigerette and blew out the smoke to the air. I watched at the water waves rolling forward and backword. Somehow, the sight and the sound of the waves, managed to soothe me.
Lately, I can just feel that Im not me anymore. Theres something happening inside me and I just dont know what the hell is that. It all started at Doniya's wedding. It all started with the slap. I wished I never went over to the balcony that day. No matter how many times I say, that Azra is not my type, it comes out like a joke. Because, she is driving me crazy. The funny part here is, that she doesnt know what she is doing to me. She doesnt know what those big brown eyes with that big nerdy glasses do to me. She doesnt know what her simple touch do to me. Simply, she doesnt know what her presence do to me.
