Damaged by Wiccamaya - Ek Duje ke Vaaste Fanfiction

Unbearable pain- Part 11

Sharavan let's start from start ......

Sharavan_ (he shuddered, glancing anxiously at her face. He was stunned as her voice was as emotionless as her face... not a single trace of recognition as if she is talking to a wall.... eyes static like she went to some kind of trance.

Sharavan you were 16 year old when your mother left ... right

Yes Suman

I was 6 year old when my parents died in accident ... do the math.... What was the difference in age?

10 years

Good... you still had your loving dad to look after your needs .... You were living in your own home...... I was an unwanted orphan whom no one wanted.... A burden.... snatched by destiny to become someone's unpaid servant.... I was scared to ask for food .... I was afraid to wake up anyone in nights to accompany me to washroom ..... I tamed my need ... yes Sharavan I tamed my needs not desires to live alone .... Life was a task ... with all the snaps and taunts from Mami and occasional beating was becoming part of my life. Now I have to learn how to serve food , make tea ... and keep quite .... I was good in studies but Mami always reminded me that they have to pay for my studies... beautiful life it was huh.. right Sharavan...

Sumo...

I am asking something Sharavan .... It was right ?

No ... it wasn't right..

Wrong Sharavan .... It was damn right .... My mother left me with debt ... who wants someone else's child in their home... so it was right...

Fir tum aaye ... I got a friend .... I was happy to be with someone ... someone ready to do everything for me .... For someone as menial as Suman Tiwari.... Someone was waiting, doing homework ... fir mujse gunah ho gaya .... Main tumhare dukh main sath nahi the ..... gunah tha ..... aut tum bhe chale gaye .... Nahi dekha tha tab tak tumhara letter lekin fir bhe pyar ho gaya ...... ye that dusara gunah.....

Sumo please .... Main nahi sun sakta .... Please maaf kar do ...

Maafi kis baat ke... tumne kuch galat nahi kia hai.... Yahi to bata rahi hoon ... deal hai Sharavan aur main deal kabhi nahi todti hoon....

Sharavan crying......

Now I was again alone .... Nanu se kuch kah nahi sakti the..... Graduation ke baad main bhe padhna chahti the .... Par Mami ne yaad dilaya ke mujhe to mere Maa ka karz chukana hai..... so I opened PCT .... to keep a faded memory of someone's face alive.... But that name is nothing to even me anymore .... I lost her .... She slipped away ... making me all alone in this word ... you know why because few friends chose to walk over on her name.... You know Sharavan ... priya is my mom's name ..... She used to talk to me .... Used to come in my dreams ... she is angry with me..... now Only nightmare visit me ....

Fir tum vapas aaye .... Fir maine tumhe apna dost samajhne ka gunah kia..... Sharavan ye teesra gunah hua naa..... please keep counting... mujhe abhi saza milni baqi hai... so Judge sahab please evidances ka hisab rakhte chaliyega.....

Aha.... Ab hum aa gaye hai party main jana tha apne ...pyar ke sath apne dost ke sath ..... You persuaded me ... wooed me ... tempted someone who was already in love with you.... Bloody hell .... What a stunt you pulled ... brilliant ...humiliated me in front of everyone..... Sharavan aaj tak tumne maafi nahi mangi ..... That day you damaged my pride..... Sharavan .... Kuch yaad aaya..

Sumo... Suman... sab mere galti hai.... I am not human... I can't hear this please sumo.... don't hurt yourself.

No Sharavan..... I am not hurting myself..... And be a man ... its nothing but rant of gold-digger.... See sun is setting ..... it's all gold right ... soon I will fly to get all this gold ..... ha ha ha funny right...