Lil Mama (Adym/Ricco fanfiction)

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Song: Lucid Dreams- Juice Wrld 

I still see your shadows in my room

Can't take back the love that I gave you

It's to the point where I love and I hate you 

And I cannot change you, so i must replace you ,Oh

Easier said than done, I thought you were the one 

Listening to my heart instead of my head 

You found another one, but I am the better one 

I won't let you forget me....

Adyms POV:

Shit Fuck! I yell at myself as I hit the steering wheel angrily. What the hell is wrong with her? She ruined a perfectly good moment and all because she wanted to know if we're together...

She knows how I feel about her, I mean it's evident.. Ain't it?

I sigh to myself and rub my temples frustrated. .

Leaning back I rest my head against the head rest closing my eyes. What am I going to do? What am I supposed to do? I want to spend time with her, I like her a lot so of course I want to spend all my time with her. I want to cuddle next to her and caress her smooth skin while kissing her all over her face as she giggles and blushes... I want to feel her on top of me as we're kissing passionately and I'm deep inside of h-...

My thoughts are interrupted by the ringing of my phone. Not moving I reach for my phone not bothering to check the caller ID.

"Hello." I answer dryly

"Ricco? Hey.."

My eyebrows furrow and I sit up completely surprised. I recognized her voice immediately.. 

"Grace?"

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Andrea's POV: 

"Well...I uh-uh. Oh..." Was all he could say. 

I knew I shouldn't have said anything. I had just told Sawyer about what was going on between Adym and I, for the past few days. I told him about the makeouts and the heated conversations we had...EVERYTHING. 

I sigh but say nothing. I guess Sawyer must have felt bad because I feel his long arms wrap around my torso bringing me into a tight hug. My face squished against his hard chest and I roll my eyes.. 

I couldn't help but blush at the contact. Him holding me felt so warm and comforting... but nothing like the touch of him...   

"Look I'm sorry D. I mean I could tell something was going on but I didn't know it was like that..." He says. 

"Yea.. I guess I got to attached. But it's not like we were dating and I don't know why I even asked him that dumb question in the first place. I don't know why I even thought that we were more. In the back of my mind I knew what I was to him. Nothing. " 

Sawyer lifts my chin so that our eyes meet. 

"Andrea, I don't know what was going through my brothers head. Maybe he did care, maybe he didn't. But I don't know why he would ever deny loving you. You are one of a kind, really an amazing woman. Your smart, beautiful, courageous and most of all your you and I wouldn't have it any other way. Just don't let him get to you. In the end your wonderful and..."

He pauses.

I look him in the eyes, his shifting the other way every now and then. He seems nervous or maybe anxious. As if he wants to say something that has been weighing on him for awhile now. He finishes.