Lil Mama (Adym/Ricco fanfiction)

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Song: No fear - Dej loaf
I know my life can get so crazy but as long as you're right here
None of the gossip, nothing can stop us
I wanna love you with no fears
We can do this thing together
Close your eyes and take my hand
Cause what we have is something special
Baby let's just take our chance.
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Adym's POV:

"Hey Adym?"
I look down to be met with two big beautiful green eyes. I smile, happy that we've become so close. Her laying on my chest and stroking my stomach.. I'm nervous as hell but I love it. I love us. 

Us? Where the hell did that come from?.

"Yea cutie?" I respond. She smiles and a pinkish color floods her cheeks, it's something I love most about her, the way she blushes when ever I call her a cute name. Especially when i call her by her favorite name. She breathes out slowly and gives a tiny giggle. She's a cutie I swear...

Her gaze returns to me and I'm once again met by those beautiful eyes. 

"A-are we together?" She asks in a whispered tone. I smile down at her showing her not to worry because I can tell that she was just by the look on her face. But even though I look calm I was far from that. What were we? Are we together? Were we dating? All these damn questions that I don't even know the answers to.. I mean it sure as hell looks like we are. Both of us lying here on the bed cuddled up in each others arms smiling and laughing like there isn't a care in the world, as if no one could tell us that we aren't together or that we aren't happy.... But i bet if Sawyer was to open that door right now and see us like this I...

In the middle of that thought i felt hands pat my chest and i instantly snap out of it. I look at Andrea and see her face that's riddled with sadness and worry. 

"What's wrong baby cakes?" I ask her while stroking her hair and putting a stand of her beautiful blonde locks behind her ear as to get a look at her gorgeous eyes. She looks down and sighs.

"You didn't answer.." 

Oh fuck what have I done?

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Andrea's POV

I await his response as I lay on his chest. He says nothing for a moment but it feels like an eternity. Oh fuck what did i do?!  Why the hell did I ask him if we were together? I should have known that this was too good to be true. I mean what the fuck did I expect?  For him to look at me like it's the most obvious answer and say 'Of course we are'. Nah reality don't work that way.. At least it doesn't for people like me.

I sigh and tap his chest lightly until his sight focuses on me. What was he thinking about? He looks back at me and smiles, putting a strand of free hair behind my ear. Closing my eyes I lean into his warm touch loving the feeling. But I soon frown remembering the situation. Damn him! He knows exactly what he's doing. 

"What's wrong baby cakes?" I look down averting my eyes from his muddy stare. 

"You didn't answer.." I speak in a whisper hoping he didn't hear me. I look back up and see the same expression from before. Ugh whatever!

"I-it's nothing Adym.. forget it." I stutter out and begin to get up. As I begin to stand I feel a tug on my shirt. I look back struggling to hold back the tears that are threatening to spill. 

"Wait.. do-don't go. Please." He pleads. No i won't give into his big brown adorable eyes.. I won't do it.. I look at him almost giving in, but snapping out of it I snatch my hand away and walk toward the door. Why did i allow myself to get so close to him.. I'm so stupid. 

Last thing I hear is Adyms voice, filled with so much pain and anguish, cry out a whispered "Please" 

Stupid. 

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Sawyer's POV 

I start towards my room on my way to the bathroom when I see Andrea speeding towards me. At first I thought she was going to give me a big hug like she usually does but I'm caught off guard when her head lifts slightly and I see pain written all over her face. I frown, I was about to ask what was wrong when she zooms passed me and into her room slamming the door behind her and locking it. I stare at the door for a moment, as I was about to go check on her i hear footsteps. I look behind me and see Adym standing outside his door, shoes and jacket on with his car keys in hand. My eyebrows furrow. We make eye contact and I give him the look that asks 'What the hell happened?' but  get nothing in reply. Instead he walks down the stairs and seconds later I hear the door slam shut and the car pull out of the driveway speeding down the street. 

What the hell is going on?

I finally move from my still position in the middle of the hallway and make my way over to drea's room. I lift my fist up to the door but before I knock I hear muffled sounds. Furrowing my eyebrows I lean against the door pressing my ear against it. More clearer I can make out choked sobs. Is Andrea crying?  

Now, even more worried I knock on the door. 

"Andrea?! Please open the door. It's me Sawy." I say knowing she loves to call me that. The  cries instantly silence and I hear shuffling. 

I wait. 

The door opens slightly, drea's head is lowered, her eyes shifted up towards me then back down unto the ground. I place my hand against the door frame and lean closer towards her. 

"Andrea, I can hear and see that something is wrong. Please talk to me." Her eyes shift from the ground up to me then back to the ground again. 

"I'm fi-fine Sawyer." She sniffs. I grit my teeth at the lie. I sigh and get on my knees and look up into her eyes that are down. Her eyes widen but I smile and for the first time she smiles back. Unable to stop myself I stroke her cheek wiping a away a stray tear. She tenses but relaxes and breathes out slowly. 

"Ok." She says stepping back and opening the door for me to come in. Without another word I stand back up and walk into her room I reach for her hand and intertwine her fingers with mines. We walk towards her bed.