Heyy
I talked to you about things and you said that I had nothing to worry about and the reason why you didn't answer me was because you were having a break from real life because you also didnt go on social media for the same amount of time.
"I wasn't worried
Cause I knew you were mine
I wasn't worried
cause I knew this was right
And we'll be 47, 87 all of our lives
I wasn't worried
Cause I knew you were mine..."
That's what you sang to me on face time because you said that's how I should be thinking because you are mine and nobody elses just like I'm yours but I can't help but feel insecure about myself because in reality your. Way out of my league yet here we are. And what you said to me still brings a smile to my face..
"Babe you are perfect and beautiful no matter what! Other people don't matter because if they can't see the amazing person who you are then are they really worth your time?"
Ah Ryan it's so easy for you because you have roadies telling you how "hot" you are which is always an ego boost but me your the only one because your the "only" who matters!.
So enough about my sad insicuritise, your mum said I need to tell you to call more because you don't call as much as you do with me as Ryan that very naughty you bad boy! Ha so yh when I call you today or tomorrow I need to tell you to do that and the twins said hi so I also need to pass that on to you!
Guess what?
My tour tickets came!
I'm literally so excited and I can't wait to see your face when you see me when your at the VIP because I told you I wasn't coming to any but I am only it's a secret!
I've decided that I'm not giving you any of these letters till Christmas because I feel these will be a sentimental gift and by then there should be a fair few for you to read. Actually about books did you nick the new one that I brought before you went back? Because I know you wanted it but I can't find it so I'm gonna ask and if you do you owe me a new book buddy!
I know I wrote about this already but I can't get your voice out of my head and don't get me wrong I've heard you do "I wasn't worried" live and all but it felt so intimate when you sang to me on face time and you know when I wanted to say something but HRVY cut me of? Well I was about to say I love you but maybe I'll wait till i see you Nottingham though according to you mum you need to ask me something today so yh.
Again tell the boys I love em!
So
Bye my buzzy bee
Love
Your little bee x
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From Me To You
FanfictionTime is always limited. We all know that. But sometimes its cut shorter then its supposed to. Losing anyone is painful but when that one person keeps it from you it hurts. For rye its been a year since she left and its still hurts. Trying to forget...
