Heyy
So I didn't tell you something from my check up today which your gonna kill me for later. I'm not gonna make it much longer cuz apparently the chemo isn't that effective. They think I'll make it just past Christmas.
I'm in your room now as your with your mum telling her about how the tour is. Now when you read this you will understand what I'm saying.
So earlier when I was in the shower I was washing my hair and I noticed it was getting thin in some places and when I looked at my hands there were clumps of my hair. Like I knew it was going to happen but now it's actually happening it hurts so so much cuz you deserve so much more then me and I know one day you'll know that and leave.
I came out of the shower and I could tell you knew something was wrong like you always do but I love you to much to let you suffer through this with me it's my battle to fight and I'm not sure I'm strong enough to fight it.
But know that if I do go away I'll always be there watching.
Tell the boys I love them
So
Bye my buzzy bee
Love
Your little bee xx
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From Me To You
FanfictionTime is always limited. We all know that. But sometimes its cut shorter then its supposed to. Losing anyone is painful but when that one person keeps it from you it hurts. For rye its been a year since she left and its still hurts. Trying to forget...
