Letter 9: Pain Is Beauty

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Heyy
So you went home weeks ago and today is the day that I've dreaded for months.

I  S T A R T  C H E M O  T O D A Y !

Yesssss the dreaded day has come and I'm terrified! You were saying on the phone there's no need to bee scared but that's not it I'm not scared of the pain it's losing my hair that I'm scared of. You see I'm not beautiful like you say though I am greatful for you always saying that.

Your mum's coming with me today as the twins are back at school and my parents are at work as perusal. You said I can call you when I start as your mum isn't coming in with me an if I'm honest  I'm dreading you seeing me uncomfortable like I'm gonna be.

On a lighter note my birthday is in 13 days and I can't wait to see you! Your suprise and you just being you is what's keeping me from mentally imploding at the moment.

Well I better go or I'll be late but just know I love you more then food and I'm so so so so so so grateful for you and the boys.

So yh
Tell the boys I love em

Bye
My buzzy bee

Love

Your little bee xx

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