jeremy shada, a kind stranger

Suicide

I quietly got up and looked out the small tinted window the woids were trailing behind us, and thats when I heard my name, ever so faintly being called, I saw a small figure franticly running around the side of the woods shouting my name and of course it was Jeremy. Another van pulled over by him and he ran away as fast as possible, I'm so confused why are they taking me? Do I know to much? Are they gonna keep and use me or are they gonna sell me? I layed down as all my devestating thoughts and theorys just crushed my spirt and hopes until I realized that I can just save myself from all this pain by just dying right now i didnt see any knives, ropes or bacicly anything just a playboy magazine and a pair of rain boots, the doors of the van could easily be opened from the inside, what if i jumped out, heck what if i survived! The chances were slim but I'm goung to die anyway, I places my hand on the little switch to open the doors when all of a sudden thoughts of Jeremy flooded through my mind, and i remember the two words he told me earlier, the two words that really got me thinking, the two words that give me hope and strength to let go of the switch, " Trust Me".