Hunter Universe (hunterxhunter)

Chapter 10

"Huh?"

So many thoughts run through your head. How could this be? He went through all this trouble to getting me out here for a fricking present?! And you got your hopes up.. I guess you don't deserve nice things in life. Still feeling quite devastated you asked him, "why do I need to keep it a secret?" Killua scratched the back of his head and stood silent for a few minutes, almost as if he was thinking of something.
"J-just if Alluka finds out the surprise would be ruined.. and Gon is a nice guy but I can't tell him about this or he'll most likely blab to my sister out of excitement... so yea."

He looked at you kind of sad. Why sad? You're the one who should be sad here! Frustration built up and before you realized, tears started forming in your eyes. You were never really the type to cry, but his word touched a nerve and for some reason the ones you love always catch you doing something embarrassing.

"Shit," you mumbled and looked up at the sky, vigorously batting your eyes to make the tears disappear. But it didn't work and a tear managed to escape. The white-haired troublemaker noticed that and held on to your shoulders in concern.
"Wait, (y/n) are you ok? Why are you crying? Did I do something wrong?"
"Yes," you quietly mumbled but Killua still managed to tell your words apart. His eyes widened as he worriedly spoke,
"What have I done to make you so upset?" He looked so down and so did you. You decided to just spill everything to make yourself feel better, and hopefully move on afterwards. But you weren't sure how to deliver your feelings.

The sun was quite high up and you could clearly see everything now. It was a rather beautiful morning in a cute, green park they were in. Droplets of dew were sparking on the bright green grass that looked like gemstones, the tree leaves were creating a perfect sized shadow covering you and Killua as they rustled in the soft wind, you were both standing there in silence. The boy then broke the silence by coming a little closer to you and put his hand on your cheek.
"Cmon, (y/n), if you won't tell me what's wrong, I'll never know," he gently wiped your tears and smiled.

You took a deep breath and slowly started getting your feelings out, "I know that's it's not technically your fault, but I'll still blame you for it. It's your fault for existing, for making me feel things from your existence... how is it possible being so perfect.. like, you are reliable, honest, confident, even kind though you don't show it much. You helped me so much even though I'm just a troublesome girl that appeared out of nowhere! You gave me a lot of false hope, especially now.."
You began sniffling, almost bursting out crying, "was it really necessary calling me out here like that, for such a stupid reason? Do you realize how your every word excites, worries me and makes my heart flutter! And now you are being kind to me again. Have you no shame? It's your fault!" You couldn't take anymore as you slid on the ground, hands covering your face and letting tears roll down.

Killua was shocked. He stood there in awe, not knowing what to do or how to help you. It seemed like he still was trying to comprehend all of the things you said.

Then he smiled.

And he started chuckling.

Then he full out burst out laughing.

You looked over at him, face red. You were triggered. "Why are you laughing? Have I said something funny?" Your voice was shaky but you could still tell that you're mad. Killua then fell on the ground, holding his stomach from laughter. That made you even angrier. "Answer me jerk!" You cried. Killua than started calming down a little, wiping tears of laughter and then looked straight into your eyes with a wide smile which made your heart almost explode.

"I'm really not that nice of a person as you think I am. I'm selfish, mean and a coward." He positioned himself in front of you, looking directly in your eyes. You were staring back at him with big eyes trying to figure out where he was going with all of this. "That's actually wasn't the reason I called you out today." Killua smiled awkwardly, "I actually have really deep feeling for you, that I keep hidden. In reality, I developed a crush on you as soon as I knocked you over, and then, gradually getting to know you, I think that I fell for you. (No pun intended) "

You were listening and not believing your ears. Is this a dream? Is it going where you think it is? Your heart was thumping so loud you thought that it would fall out of your chest. Killua continued, "I thought nothing of these feeling at first, but then I couldn't ignore them. I watch you everyday, and I keep developing stronger feelings for you each second. I was scared of how precious you became to me in such a short period of time... " he lowered his head and blushed, "actually the real reason I called you out here wasn't to help me pick Alluka a present, it was to confess to you.. but I didn't think you would accept my feelings and I chickened out. I didn't