Remember where you came from

Chapter 15

Chantel-

when demdem i felt like crap. johnny came out the bathroom and started cursing me out. then he tried to touch me and pin me against the wall. i ran into the kitched and grabbed the biggest knife. i was about to stab him but he threw his hands up and backed up slowly. "im not finna die over no pussy im out. he left and i just sat there and cried. i cant believe demdem was right.

i feel so stupid i should've told him how i felt instead of doing dumb stuff. i hope he ok. his graduation is tomorow and i know if i dont show up he will completly hate me. he probably dont love me no more gosh this is terrible. i went to m room and started praying to take the pain away and to take this situation into his hands cause i cant do this.

i think demdem see the stuff i cant see and i fix what he cant fix. its like a mini puzzle. i went to get some water and then went to sleep.

Next morning

i got up and did my hygeine routine and fixed me some brefeast. i honestly couldnt really sleep that good. demdem being here for months and then him just missing put a small dent in my heart. i love him with everything and i havent felt this way since my mother passed. i hope he can forgive me. its was 10 and his graduation starts at 11:30.

i started getting ready cause i wanted a good seat. he was graduating with 35 other people today and i was super proud. i styled my hair to a high bun with a bang. i put on my black and purple peplum dress with my pruple stiletos. i put on my gold rings earing and braclets. i put on my clear baby lips and mascara. grabbed my pruple and gold mk bag and was put.

i made it there and i guess people was thinking the same as i was cause it was full. i took my seatand 10 mins later they started i guess they seen everynody already here.after 3 hours it was finally over. looking at demetrius walk across that stage smiling made me shed a tear. i felt like god patted my back and said he proud of me.

i saw the graduates walking to their famlies and i saw demdem sitting in his seat lookin at his diploma. as i got closer i got more nervous. i sucked all that up and walked faster. i walked up to him and stopped. he looked up and a huge smile poped on his face. he hugged me and hugged me tight.

C- im soo proud of you demitruis....... and im sorry for how i acted yesturday i didnt realize you were only trying to protect me until you left.

D- its ok did he try anything?

C- yea but i had a knife i was gucci

D- thats good. but when i said i loved you i ment it

C- and i l-

R- baby! congradulations im so proud of you! (kiss)

D- rasheeda what are you doing here?

R- i payed just like everybody else arent you happy to see me

D- honestly no can you please leave im busy right now

R- umm no just cause lil miss princess here dont mean shit. dont act like last night didnt happen either.

i just walked away i didnt have time for that stuff they got going on. if he want to talk he can call me.

i get home and i just wanted take a bubble bath. soon as i got in the tub my phone starts going off. i ignored it and just enjoyed myself. 15 mins later i get out and treated my body with vanilla bean oils and lotions. the smell is so sootheing to me. i put on my boy shorts and my crop top. i turned on my exbos and went on netflix.

i picked out transformers dark moon. i love me some optimus prime thats bae. i get in my bed and layed down and took out my tracks. i have natural hair and they was screaming to come out from this horse hair. i noticed i never had my natural hair out since demdem came along. i went to wash my hair and i died the tips blond. i have alot of natural hair some would think its a wig. i took out my contacts revealing my dark brown color. an hour goes by and i hear the door open downstairs.

i knew it was demdem cause he texted me he was on his way. i just layed there into my movie. tell me how demdem gone bust in my rooom and i got under my covers. he yanked them off me and he stood there looking at me shocked out of his mind. "chantel is this you?" i smiled and nodded my head.

he jumped on top of me looking me in my eyes. it was like we was in a daze. "demdem.....i love you.." he smiled and then he crashed his lips onto mine it felt so right so good just ughhhhh!. he pulled away and i rubbed my stomach i had butterflies. he smiled "i love you to" i hugged him and we sat there like that for a few minuits. i didnt want to let go.

D- we gota talk about something serious

C- ok shoot

D- promise me you wont get mad

C- umm ok what is it

D- ok well i dont cut grass i get my money the fast way

C- go onnnn

D- i have been saving the past 3 months and so far i have 1 going on 2 mili and im getting out so i can start my job at this resturaunt. but the catch is i have to make a few drops and it takes at least 2 weeks for me to complete the job. i know its a big risk and i made a bad choice joing but im getting better now and i need your support through this.

my eyes started to swell up. i couldnt believe this. this is why he got shot and been comming home late. he whipped the tears that began to fall. i looked at him and gave a slight smile. im going to support whatever he does he needs me and the fact he doing this to get out so he can change is all i needed to hear for me to be there for him.

C- ok i'll be here. im not proud but we all make mistakes

D- thank you so much i needed to hear that. but imma need you stay at a hotel until i get back. i dont trust rasheeda at all ok?

C- ok i will. when are you leaving?

D- 2 weeks

C- ok i'll start packing

i took out my suit case and start gathering my stuff. demdem was helping me get my stuff. he went inside my undergarment draw and his eyes got big. i giggled and he looked at me and smiled bringing me only thongs and see threw stuff. i snatched it out his hand blushing. he wrapped his arms around my waist looking at me pack.

D- you know i had a dream about you

C- oh really. are you gonna tell me

D- yup right now matter of fact.

he turns me around and sit on my bed and im sitting in his lap.

D- i was walking in a large field the grass was black but the sky was bright. i dont know where i was going but i know i was lost. then i saw a beautiful girl i think her name was chantel.. yea thats its. she came and helped me find the way out of the field and took me to garden. it was beautiful. i had saw me holding a half a heart. and when i looked at you, you was missing your other half from your hands. you told me you lost it a while ago god has this side but the other got lost when your mom left. you couldnt see me holding the other half. you asked me to help find it in the garden.

i pretended to help. i looked over at you and you were looking in all the wrong places. you were in the dead section of the garden. i pulled you out just like how you pulled me out and i held out my hands and you started crying. you was like thats its where did you find it. i told you my momma gave me a extr peice and she told me give it to the one thats hurting. and when i saw you it took me some time but i realized that you was the one i needed to give it to.

chantel that dream was telling me that you gave out do much over the years you never got it back they way you wanted. im here to give it back if you let me. i know no one in years told you that they love you but im leting you know im not going anywhere and that I love you and im happy you seen more in me than i seen in myself. you taught me that im worth more than i think i am you are really special to me.

C- i...i..

i couldnt even talk i was crying to much. that was beuatiful what he said to me. i just turned around and hugged him crying on his shoulder. i pulled away and he stared in my eyes. we leaned and started kissing again. i felt sparks and everything. i smiled and whipped my tears away. he put me down and told me to finish packing.

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