Walking into my bedroom, I see the memories of what used to be flashing before my eyes. All the dinners he would spend hours making just to put a smile on my face: after a long, sweaty, and hard day from work. The bubble baths we used to sit together in. The laughs we would have retelling of becoming high school sweethearts.
The cries I would have reminding myself of the sad love story with both our parents. The fake screams he would pull after watching a scary movie, attempting to scare me, I was ALWAYS jumping or shivering due to my fear. What can I say? Demetri knew me better than I knew myself. He knew about the past.
"How dare you do this to me? Do you feel better about yourself, tearing my heart in front of my eyes?" I say staring at my cobalt blue painted wall.
"I hate you so much, you did this to me. You made me this way all over again." I say to myself.
I thought I could run away from my past, guess I was wrong all over again. Not only do I have to start over, but I must learn to get over this heartache and move on. From the pain, turning away from the man I once loved, finding myself from who I used to be. Loving the beauty of walking away when given the choice. Leaving to wonder, what would've happened, if I had only stayed.
I HATE HIM, I HATE HIM, I HATE HIM! What he did to me is unacceptable, I shall never let it happen, ever again. Any man who says he wants my heart is a liar and only useful for one thing:sex. So now that's all I want. No relationship, no commitment, no happily ever after.
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Falling In Love Again
Romance22-year-old Jordan had her whole life ahead of her. A beautiful fiancé who loves her very much. But one morning, Jordan realizes that he isn't the man she thinks he is. He isn't honest and sincere like he used to be. After having her heart broken, s...
