WHO ON EARTH DID I MARRY ?

07: The so-called explanation.

He opened his mouth and said.

"First and foremost,whatever happened today doesn't change a tiny bit of my feelings and love for you,Yes! I didn't tell you all about me because...."

"Are you kidding me right now? I don't know anything about you at all, I think I married a stranger, to think I trusted you and gave my heart to you, to think I trusted you and gave you my body everyday, to think I trusted and love you without any second thoughts, how could you do this me and to make matters worse, you have a fiancee ?"

By now my tears are uncontrollable, where are all this water from my eyes comes from? I used my fist and started to hit his strong chest.

He continue to speak in a very low teary deep voice.

"I couldn't tell you because all the guys that I've told in my past relationships went and googled my family's net worth and became obsessed with my money, all suddenly stop caring about me and started pretending, they became only interested in taking expensive trips and expensive shopping, I usually became their money bag, so one day I decided to delete all of my Social media handles and cut down on my flamboyant lifestyle. I swear you were the first guy that I gave my real name to in a long time, because I saw something in you that was different, we think almost alike, I hate talking while you liked talking and I preferred tall guys, you were just perfect for me. Thinking back now,  I regretted not telling you before our marriage or sooner, Judging from your personality, I was afraid that if I told you, its possible that would have refused my ring after knowing how dangerous my family is because lots of people feared us. I was afraid if i had told you, you may be angry and call of our wedding, I tried telling you many times but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I was too afraid you will start to thought if I truly loved you. Am a coward, that I know, but I couldn't bring myself to hurt your pure soul because you are totally different, baby, please forgive me and give me sometime to make things right OK."

"What about your fiancee?"

I stupidly asked.

" I will not marry her, please just give me sometime OK, I will find away to make my family accept you."

Why am I even buying all of his explanations? 

At his point that am so hurt but am still not ready to let go, he is my world my everything.

I just listened to him as he pulled me into his broad shoulders while my tears flowed endlessly on his back because am taller him.

He then made me promised him to give him a chance to make things right.

What else can I do? He is my husband after all. He was not a man of many words but still did his best to explain himself.

He continued to speak slowly with his hoarse deep voice while holding me in tight his embrace.

"Baby, please don't tell your mom anything about all that happened yet, please give me a little time to resolve things OK. I beg you, I know I have no right to ask you of anything at this point but I do not want to my in-laws having bad impressions of me, look at your mother how happy she is for us, I don't want her to hurt. Baby, please give me the chance to make things right, am so sorry for hurting you like this but my family is a no joke and they will stop at nothing to make me straight again, he is aware of my sexuality. In fact they are all aware but are determined that I will not bring shame to the family, this was why I was sent abroad to school."

My brain is telling me not to believe him or trust him again for hiding such important aspect of his life from me but my heart is telling me otherwise. So I nodded my head in agreement while sobbing nonstop.

As usual, I decided to follow my heart, he laid with me and cuddle me till I stopped sobbing and slept off.

I woke up early in the morning to find myself alone in bed. God, I miss him already.

To think that we are in same house but can't be together is killing me.

I tried to think about all the happened yesterday and wished it was all day dream but when I looked around me and saw this unfamiliar strange room I was in, I quickly accepted my situation that it was In fact a reality.

There was a knock on my door, one of the maid informed me to come down for breakfast and also get ready to be dropped off in my home.

I went Into the bathroom and washed up. I texted my mom and apologies to her for not going home last night as planned.

I was not in the mood to eat so I told the maid to inform the driver and Kwang- Su that I will not be joining them for break fast.

I packed my luggage down the stairs and went to great my husband and his entire family eating breakfast.

His father didn't answered me but my husband answered my greetings nervously.

His family was quite large,  I didn't see the grannies, I guess they must be in another chambers.

I thanked them for letting me stay the night in their home and my husband just sat there staring into his food.

No eye contact with me whatsoever, the rest of the family ignore me as if U was not standing there, I bowed and left.

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