Broken • Dolan Twins

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You never expect to find the perfect person, and when you do, you usually don't fall in love right away. Most of the time you're not even attached to them, then suddenly something happens and you two are brought together.

I was being released today and I had just woken up. Ethan offered to drive me home and I accepted the offer because my mom had gone back home and my dad was at a job interview. They had to give me medication and tell me when to take it blah blah blah...

I grabbed my stuff and then Ethan wrapped his arm around me to help me walk. We got to his car and he opened the passenger side door for me and helped me get into his car. Soon we were driving two hours back to my house.

We listened to songs and sang as loud as we could, we laughed together, we talked about things that were happening in life, and I ended up falling asleep half way through the drive.

When I woke up I was being carried by Ethan, he had his arms wrapped around me and he was holding me close to him. I snuggled into him and realized I was at his house and not mine. He placed me onto his bed and put a blanket over me.

Then I pulled him down and had him lay down next to me, I wrapped my arms around him and buried my face into him. He kissed my forehead and although it felt odd it felt really nice at the same time. He made me let go of him and he wrapped his arms around me instead then he held onto me and told me to go back to sleep.

I had something else in mind though, something inside of me shifted and I flipped so I was on top of him. I was straddling his waist then I bent down and began kissing him, which turned into a make-out. My heart fluttered and jumped in my chest, I was unsure if I actually liked this or wanted this for myself but I never stopped it.

Ethan flipped us over and now he was on top. He began to take off my shirt and then my leggings, still somewhat kissing me. Then he tore off his clothing and we were left bare on his bed, chest to chest, making out. He spread my legs open and quickly thrusted in.

It was my first time and a shot of pain tingled my spine and my legs twitched but then I was relieved with a sense of pleasure and comfort when Ethan placed his hands on my hips and began to pump faster and faster. I was unintentionally moaning and digging deep scratches in his back. My back arched as I felt my high coming.

Soon enough Ethan cummed and pulled out, leaving us breathing heavily and laying next to each other on his bed while staring at the ceiling. Our chests seem to rise and fall in sync while we took deep breaths, trying to calm ourselves down.

Ethan took both his arms and wrapped them around me and brought me close to his chest then kissed my forehead.

"Nice job for your first time." He said while smiling and giggling.

I was wide awake now and there was no way I'd be going to sleep or getting any rest. Ethan and I just stayed in this position and his body heat radiated onto me. I felt safe and it felt like all my worries just faded away.

I fell asleep in his arms and to the sounds of his soft breathing. I wasn't sleeping for long then I was awoken by a loud bang in the hallway, and Ethan was gone. I got up and covered my body with a blanket then looked out into the hallway to see Ethan with both his hands wrapped around Grayson's neck while pinning him against the wall.

Grayson's face started to turn red and Ethan pushed harder against the wall. I manage to let a scream come through my throat and through my tears. I choked on my words and tried to pull Ethan off of Grayson.

"STOP!" I choked out through my tears and screams.

"Ethan snap out of it!! Let him go!!" I cried harder as Ethan seemed possessed, staring straight into Grayson's eyes with his teeth grit together tight.

Grayson's eyes moved across the room, unfocused, then almost rolled back into his head then I forced Ethan off of him. Ethan looked down at Grayson with a weird look in his eyes.

"Delete them!" Ethan said through gritted teeth.

"Delete what?" I said kneeling down next to Grayson and making sure he was okay.

Grayson breathed heavily and choked as his face regained some natural color. He looked up at me then at Ethan and suddenly looked very scared so I placed my hand on his chest to help comfort him.

"He wants me to delete the pictures..." Grayson said through his deep breaths.

"What pictures?" I said confused.

"He took pictures of you sleeping naked while I went to the bathroom!!! He sent them to me and said that you were 'easy'" Ethan said staring at Grayson in the eyes.

I felt my heart jump and my face turned red as I stood up and backed away from Grayson. What if he actually did do something to me?
I held back tears as I felt a pain in my chest. Why would he do something like that to me? Am I actually that "easy?"

I couldn't stop asking myself so many questions. I forced myself to go into Ethan's room and lay on his bed. I took the blanket off and put my clothes back on then I curled up into a ball while crying. I wasn't sure if I was mad at Ethan for beating up Grayson because honestly, it was my situation to handle, or if I was mad at Grayson for what he did, even though he was already taken care of.

I didn't want to see anyone so I decided to leave. I passed Grayson and Ethan in the hallway without saying a word to them and I went straight outside and began walking to my house. It was really nice outside and my house was only a couple blocks away so it wouldn't take long.

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Idrk how I feel about the ending... sorry for waiting for so long to update this. :(

I swear I've been slowly updating but I've also been working on my fan account. Tbh I had writers block.