The next night you called me on the phone like always but I didn't talk much.
You must have noticed because you asked if something was wrong. I said it was nothing but obviously that was a lie.
To tell you the truth Felix, everything was wrong.
I wanted to allow myself to be friends with you and maybe even love you but I also kept telling myself that you'd leave like everyone else.
Guess I was right.
In that moment on the phone everything was quiet and I thought about my life and how it might be nice to have someone love me. Then I realized that you'd probably never like me the way I like you.
I sighed and you asked what was on my mind.
I didn't tell you the exact truth, but the topic on my mind.
"Maybe I'm just too fucking complicated for anyone to love me."
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Oof look at me go
I really want to finish this book soon because I feel bad for leaving it behind.
Also I finished my physics midterm. It wasn't horrible and I probably at least passed so there's that.
Hope you all enjoy this story!
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Nyctophilla (Stray Kids ChangLix)
Fanfiction- Nyctophilla: A love or preference for night, darkness. - My mind was the darkest place of all but you came in and changed it, before ruining it all over again. - {Companion story - Philophobia (Stray Kids WooChan)} [I know the cover says ChanLix n...
