a brief love affair
fleeting
like the first day of warmth
after a long winter
i wish i could take you in
absorb you
every single particle
until we simply melted together
but i know
even then
it still wouldn't be enough
that little smirk you get when
you're trying to hold back a laugh
the way you intertwine our fingers
when i reach for your hand
the way you kiss my nose
before moving to my lips
i miss all of it
all of us
your energy that fills up a room
your laugh that gives me warmth
like tea on a rainy day
i wish i had gotten a picture of you
to look at when i feel alone
but a thousand pictures
could never add up
to the sight of you in person
i could never get enough
i miss you
i miss us
i miss
but i guess what miss most of all
is thinking that you cared
