An Anthology Of Melancholy

002

Anxious, confused, and over conscious.

I am alone.

No one to trust anymore.

I have friends, I care for them,
but do they care for me too?

I doubt.

"I am still here"

Even though I really want to leave this place.
I'm just here for you, and for the ones I care for the most.

"I'm okay"

Even though I really want to give up my life.
But don't worry, I'll be okay for all of you.

"Are you okay?"

I ask to them, even though I myself, am not.
But I ask myself, why don't they ask me this back?

"I'm sorry"

I say to them, for i'm such a huge failure.
I'm in debt, for I have been a disappointment, a mistake in society.

These words, we need them,
To ease our anxious minds,
From regretting, from hurting ourselves.

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