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While we waited on my mother and father to show up, everybody kept pushing me to show them. Tears still ran down my face. I couldn't stop them. My private hell would become public. I couldn't think about showing them because then I would really have nobody. My uncle took my bag, I freaked. That has the book I wrote all of the stuff that has happened to me.
"No I need my stuff" He pulled out the book. "Don't look please." I cried harder and tried to grab the book. Marry held me back. I wanted to scream but the look on my uncles face stopped me. He was furious. I opened my mouth nothing came out.
"What is it?" Everyone asked.
"What's the new teachers name full?" He asked disregarding there question.
"Are you talking about Andy Walker?" Mary questioned.
"I'm gonna kill him who are the rest of these people Alex?" I shrank back against his glare.
"Zeke, he's a cop..... Andy,he's a teacher..... Markas,he's a lawyer...... Jimmy,he's a doctor." My sister told everybody.
She had my other book. I just looked down.
"Why are we needed here, Alex what have you done?" My father asked.
"Sorry father they saw the marks and my books." I knew the look he gave its like he is invincible.
"Alex how many times did I tell you to throw that away. Thousands... Yet you disobeyed me... You are not my son."
"How long have you people been doing this to him." My uncle said with disgust.
"Since he decided to say he was a faggot. Why should he get treated any better than my dog he's nothing at least I get money for my dog putting up with stuff he does t like why can't he."
"I'm sorry....I'm really sorry.... I just wanted you guys not to know there is so many people in this why would anybody listen to me" I just shut down and sobbed into my knees. Someone started to rub my back soothingly. The cops I didn't know were there took the evidence and said that everybody involved should go to the precinct. My uncle told my sister and Luk, to go home. Mary told everybody that they could all go with her and Danny to their house. All wait together like a meet up place. They all agreed.
  "Ummm.... Can you come with me?" I asked my uncle.
"Of course I will, why didn't you ever tell me?" He questioned.
"Because I didn't want you to worry about me." I looked down.
~time skip
Alexander's POV
Alex fell asleep on the way back I felt like crap listening all that my baby boy has gone through. Learning about why he does some  things. He  cried and they wouldn't let hold him. The asked if I would take him. Of course I would he's my baby boy. I was not only mad at all of them but myself. How could I be so blind. This has been going on for almost ten years. Almost ten years when I could have stopped it. I herd a whimper  from the back seat as I pulled into Marys house. As soon as I was parked I got him out trying not to wake him. All he did was let out the cutest little sigh and snuggle into my chest.
  I knocked on the front door  still trying not to wake him. Mary opened the door and I told her to tell everyone to be quiet until he woke up. I sat down on the couch while I waited for everyone to come down stairs.
"Is he okay I'm sorry I didn't know."
"Honey I didn't even know and I was allowed around him more." Sandy was so sweet. My niece constantly played with her little brothers hair he kind of mad like a humming sound while she did it. Looking at us you would think we were father and his children. That's how I felt.
"Alex buddy I need you to wake up a second please."
He slowly blinked up at me and his sister."I'ss no want to." He huffed and borrowed into my arms more.
"Alex I need to go pee and I can't take you with me." I really had to go. Really bad.
"Nooooooo i'ss no want to pwease no make me." He was so cute like this but the bathroom called me.
I just got up and put him down, the second his butt hit the seat he started to cry. That boy had a pair of lungs on him. I hurried with my business, he was still balling. When I walked out Mary was holding him rocking him with what looked like a binkie in his mouth. I realised that he wasn't crying as hard. The second his eyes found mine he made grabby hands at me I took him up fast.
"Thanks Mary where did you get him " I nodded towards the binkie.
"It was in his bag along with this stuff." She said showing me the stuffed monkey and a bottle.
"Alex how old are you right now?" I knew what this kind of thing was. He was in his head space? I think that that's what this guy called it. I work on his car at his house for him. Next time I go I will see if he can't help me.
"Dis many" he held up three fingers. I just cooed him.
"I will explain later everybody Mary could you put warm milk into the bottle and get a blanket.  We could watch a Disney movie you want to baby boy?"
"Wes pwease" he laid his head back on my shoulder.
"Here you go guys why don't you go get bed stuff and everyone can sleep down here?" Mary said as she came in. They all got up and went to do what she asked. Nobody said anything to Alex except he was the cutest thing in the world.
"Hey buddy you wanna lay son there with them?" He shook his head, and pouted. I laughed and told him I would hold him. We watched The little Mermaid. He started to fall asleep half way through his bottle so I held it for him he snuggled up really close to me. Mary was on the other side of him. He looked so cute sleeping in between us. We all went to sleep after the movie.
Alex POV
"Unkie unkie," I whined shaking him I needed to potty. "I need a potty."
"Alex honey what's wrong?" Mary asked.
"I need a potty and unkie wanna wate up." I started to cry I really needed to go.
"Alexander wake up." He grumbled something and woke up.
"Baby boy what wrong?" I needed to potty.
"Potty now." I started to cry harder. Everyone woke up but didn't say anything. Unkie took me to potty and Mary made me another bottle.
"Alex honey how do you usually use the potty like this..?" Mary asked while I sat in her lap in the kitchen.
"My fwend helps me he name tan tan." I showed her my phone.
"Is it okay with you if I call him over here to help us."
I nodded really happily I love tan tan.
He said he would be here in about ten minutes. I was bouncing waiting for him. He came in and picked me up.
"Alex have you been good?" He asked.
"Wes I wellwy good." I told him.
"I have a little of his things out in my car could you guys grab them?" They all agreed and got my playpen, diaper bag, and some stuffies.
"Where is your bathroom I'm gonna get ready for bed you guys should get some sleep to." He carried me to the bathroom and got my favorite onesie and a diaper. He then good my favorite binkie out and gave it to me.
"I set up the playpen in Marys room all of you guys have school in the morning so get some sleep." My unkie said. I made grabby hands at him and he took me. I tucked my head under his chin while he rocked from side to side. Everyone said good night to each other.
"He has rules and punishments I will right down leave on the table ima go back home you should go by this store to get the things you need for him thanks for calling and night baby Alex." He left after that. Unkie laid me down and I fell asleep.

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