I don't know whether my future holds the same fate or else?
I shall be happy or just smiling to hide my pains.
I don't know if my "The special one" will love the messed up me or just love according to his needs?
If I will fulfill my dreams or I would just die without even having to get the taste of those adventures I have planned on my entire life.
I don't have much of life experience right at the moment.
I know I have been the worst of me and I know I am not the most sad person in this world ..
But I have learnt that people are selfish(including me).
It hurts when you give all you have to someone and you come to realize that ; All you have given wasn't enough for them cause they have been habituated to get just more of you that they don't value you anymore.
Getting such feeling is frustating.
I don't know if the person I love would come to a point that the person won't value me anymore.
So again ..
Will my future hold the same fate or else?
