The best part of my life is that I love someone unconditionally knowing that fact that he will never be mine.
The worst part of my life is that I can't love someone unconditionally except him. How ironic yet beautiful it is!
He will never come across the words I have written for him.
He will never get to experience and understand those butterflies and anxiousness whenever I see him, even if its so occasionally.
Those conversations that surround my head wishing we were the one having it,
Those jealousy when I read love stories.. He will never know about the heart that fears to loose him ignoring the fact that he has never been mine and will never be.
Its not that I haven't tried moving on. Its not at all that I am trying hard to distract myself from this feeling.
The harder I try; The harder I fall. This feeling is disgusting. He will never have idea about this.
Sometime, I feel I am being unfair to my future partner. But my heart aches thinking about the future one which ain't be him.
He will never know about the time I have spent thinking about us and our future. I have given my heart way before. The only thing I am unsure is whether he understood it enough to catch it or not. I am afraid if he has thrown it away.
I know I am not the perfect match for him. Neither beautiful at face nor at heart. I don't possess any of those qualities which He may desire in his woman. I just have this love to offer to him. I don't know the only thing that I have to offer to him is acceptable to him or not.
He might never see the way I talk about him. ... He will never know about my feelings for him. Dear S; I don't know what's all this but You will always be a part of my heart. Just know that I care for you even if you are somebody else's.💔
