Three weeks | Jeon Jungkook |

Day twenty

The field burned out entirely. Only a thic layer of ash can be seen as you look in any direction. Why did I let my happiness fade? Why did I let it be destroyed? To burn down to the ground?

I fall in my knees, letting a huge amount of ash to float freely in the heavy air. Hot tears start to stream down my pale cheeks, some of them falling in the ash that one day was green grass.

I've lost it. I've lost my happiness. I've lost my will to live. I just want to drown in the deadly amount of ash so I could never be found. Right when that thought crosses my mind, I feel how my knees start to get sucked in by the ground. I just sigh, accepting my destiny.

After I get sucked until my waist, I feel a hand lightly squeezing my shoulder. I turn slowly around, looking with tears in my eyes at Jungkook which just smiles softly.

" I'm not going to leave you. I promise." he tells me, in the next second a huge wave of wind blows, spreading the thick layer of ash into the air, the green and beautiful grass conquering the field once again.

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I wake up screaming, getting up in a sitting position. Huge sweat drops are crawling down on my warm cheeks. I throw a look at the digital watch on the nightstand while breathing heavily and see that it's already 2:29 PM.

I let myself to fall back in the sweaty sheets. I start to think and after a couple of seconds I realize that this is the last day of friendship with Jungkook. God. When did these days pass? Since when I care so much for a boy with which I will just have a nightstand tomorrow? Yes. I made my decision and I will do it. I don't care anymore if I get hurt. I know I will so why shouldn't I enjoy it? The last day with him. I start to giggle when I think about us in that situation. Him, a virgin and a minor without any type of experience. And me, an almost 20 years old girl with to much experience and ideas to share with him. I bet he will not keep up with me. I am to much for a lot of guys when it comes to this.

God. How pathetic I sound.

I start to look for my phone in the bed and after a little while I find it under the pillow. I turn around, now sitting on my belly, opening the phone. One unread message. I sigh when I see that it is from Jungkook.

Jungkookie: Hey. Sorry if I sound harsh or something but I want to take you to some place. I just want you to be ready until 8 PM ( I hope you will wake up until then ;) ) and I'll come to pick you up. You don't have to respond to this message. If you don't show up I will take it as a no to our agreement. I don't want to put you trough anymore things than I already did.

P.S. : Dress nice. :)

This made things even more wors. I let my face to fall in the soft pillow. How could I have fall in his so obvious trap? Dress nice? What is that supposed to mean? I don't want to go anywhere special. I just want to sit with him on a bench and talk like we usually do. Well... The last times we went out there wasn't very much talking. Just staring. Yeah. That's pretty much it.

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After I make sure that I look good by checking myself in the bathroom mirror, I make myself way to the entrance door, getting out of the apartment and locking the door behind me. I go down the stairs carefully, walking slowly so that I won't trip on the long dark burgundy dress. When I get outside trough the glass doors, a person catches my attention. Like he felt my presence, the person turns around. God damn. It took me some time to realise that it's Jungkook because of the darkness that surrounds him. He is dressed in a black tuxedo, but instead of the black and regular jacket, he wears a very weird one with a floral pattern. And I say weird in the good way. It suits him so well. After checking him out a little better, I observe the earring that he wears. It looks like it's something he usually wears but this is the first time I've seen him with one.