She's so far into depression but tries to hide. She wears a masks but all mask fall eventually. She doesn't want to burden anyone but some how feels like she burdens everyone especially him.
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Rose is depressed...
AN: Story will take place with multiple point of views but will be in 3rd person unless told otherwise. Warning self harm in this book!!!!!
Rose:1st Person
I hear the screaming. Saying that I'm worthless nothing I do will ever be enough. It's the same everyday. Screaming that I need a life and that I was a just a drunk mistake that my parents made. I use the term parents loosely. They've never cared no ome has and no one will.
I'm screaming inside. Begging someone to notice that I'm in pain. That I need help. That I need to be loved but atlast it will never happen. If the past 16 years of my life are anything to go by.
Even my friends never noticed. They think that I just get beat up and bullied and while that's true it's worse than that. I want someone anyone to notice my pain. The more that I thi k about it though the more I build up this fake cheerful shy personality no 16 year should have to build. Or anyone for that matter.
But life is never fair especially not to me. Never to me. I use to think God was punishing me for something I did in a past life, but I no longer believe in God or anything. Except that my walls won't fall I refuse to be a bigger burden than I'm already am.
3rd Person:
All of those thoughts swirled around Rose's head as she brought the blade across her wrist over and over again. Crying while she did so and repeating the words used against her countless of times as she starts to believe them.
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