Age Doesn't Matter 4 Us · Yoonseok

Broken Plate Analogy

Jimin blushes at the sudden action. Jimin shakes his head and turns off the light and lays next to Hoseok. "Ok maybe for few minutes," Jimin whispers and strokes Hoseok's hair. The other reacts to that by cuddling closer to Jimin. Jimin warps his hands around Hoseok's waist wishing this would go wall-to-wall.

By morning Hoseok wakes up first and realises that Jimin is sleeping with him, he doesn't mind, to be honest. He strokes the shorters cheek and smiles.

'How could I be so blind'

'That I didn't see that.....you love me'

Jimin kisses Hoseok's hand that is stroking his cheek, "Good morning love~"Hoseok blushes at the sudden awakening of the other, "G...good morning..."
"I'm sorry I fell asleep in your hands," the short male admittedly smiles and blushes a bit. "It's okay!" the taller says.

Jimin gives a kiss to Hoseok, and asks "Want to go eat breakfast?" and receives a nod from the other and a pulls closer. "But we're not going if you not letting go~"
"Ahh yeah ..." Hoseok lets the smaller go earning a kiss on his hand, "I'll call you when it is done."

Happy... That is what I finally have, sadly with Jimin, not Yoongi

But that doesn't bother me anymore

In a month I became closer to Jimin and maybe started to develop some feelings towards the shorter

haven't seen Yoongi in a month, that feels like the eternity...

It is a nice winter type of morning, Jimin gets on top of his handsome boyfriend and lays some kisses on your lips, " Morning Hobi our work is waiting~" Hoseok slowly and tiredly wakes up and smiles at the sight, "good morning~"

"Did you sleep well love?~" Jimin gives another kiss to Hoseok, "I made some pancakes for breakfast~"

"Then let's go eat breakfast!" Hoseok shoots up hitting their foreheads and then sliding in a laughing zone.

After some time them at work there is a huge fight heard outside the library. "Wo, is that a fight outside?" Jimin says out loud. Hoseok looks at Jimin, "Huh?" he asks confused. "Look outside!" Jimin says while Hoseok looks outside of the library glass walls.

"AH! STOP" Yoongi screams in pain while getting hit in the cheek so hard earning a huge scratch on his cheek. Hoseok seeing the sight he runs outside and grabs both of the boy's arms and pulls them away from each other, "Stop fighting you two!!!" one of the boys gets his arm out of the grip and runs off with other boys, that seem to be his mates or something like that. Hoseok looks at Yoongi and he's all in bruises and blood, he frowns at the sight in front of him, How did I even love this kid. Yoongi hugs the older, "HOSEOK!" he cries out. "You ok? What happened?" Hoseok asks blankly. Yoongi suddenly hugs him tighter, "I missed you..." he cries. "You missed me?" Hoseok asks in an annoyed tone, earning a nod from the younger, him still holding Hoseok tight, "After all things you said to me?"

"I..Im sorry-" he gets cut off.

"And now you're sorry?" Hoseok chuckles.

"D-do you forgive m-me?" Yoongi looks up with hope in him.

"I don't know...I don't know if I can forgive you... If you grab a plate and throw it on the ground, does it break? Yes? Now sing sorry to it will fix it?"

More tears stream down the younger's face, "I-I-I didn't mean to-"

"Then it didn't look like that..."

"I was stupid,"

"You were and maybe still are, I think for a long time now,"

Hoseok's words just stung in him really hard, he really is is stupid, Hoseok just called me stupid... it is almost as if he lost his life's point.

"You know...I got over you and moved on..."

I want to cry, but I can't

I came too late

Even going through bullying from coming out gay

The world goes even against my heart decisions

"I have to go..." Hoseok blunts out. He can't stand to next to the younger without feeling pain and stabbing in his heart.

"N-Hoseok no-" Yoongi gets cut off.

"I have work."

"After work dinner as an apology-" gets cut off again

"No thank you..."

"T..tomorrow?"

"I have other plans..."

"Lunch coffee sometime?"

"No..."

It's cold...

even colder than the day we met.

"Now let me go..." Hoseok says out in a bit of a disappointed tone. Yoongi just slowly lets go of the other as if he is letting his life just leave him. With no hesitation, Hoseok turns around and leaves back in the library. As soon as Hoseok leaves Yoongi brakes into tears, he walks all the way home still crying. When Yoongi gets in he even goes as far as ignoring his mother and going early to sleep.

I went through all of this pain to get you back, apologize, return my feelings, but I got shot with my own mistake...