Age Doesn't Matter 4 Us · Yoonseok

Best medicine: Hugs

" W...wait he's gay? " Hoseok cuts her mid-story.

" -Yea, he got sick after the walk with a friend he had and after like 3 days he came out to me, returning to the story, he said he wanted to apologize to someone. He went out in mornings with the sweets and come back sad with the same sweets, he kept doing that for a month I think, every day go out with something and come back with the same thing, on weekends he would go out in mornings, lunchtime and even by dinner and come back as usual, with the same things. I told him to give up, but he says that he won't give up, like in the books, " she sighs with a shaky voice.

Hoseok frowns a bit, " I...I'm sorry, "

" A week after he came out, his classmates found out about him being gay, didn't take much time, now the whole school knows, he started to get bullied, come home all in blood. I did talk to the school but they don't believe. Yesterday he came home crying, all in blood, ignoring me- "

" I...I think that ...it is.....my fault... " Hoseok cuts her again, now himself in a shaky voice.

" Oh, noo sweety you have nothing to do with this, " Suddenly Yoongi runs in the house,

" B..but it is... "

" Mom police is calling you out! "

" I hoped no one would call, " She sighs and goes to Yoongi, " oh, lord you ok sweety? I'm sorry abo- "

" I'm fine " Yoongi pushes his mom away and runs upstairs in his room.

" Yoongi... " Hoseok whispers in a shaky voice.

Yoongi's mom goes out to talk to the police. While Yoongi gets his bloody clothes off and puts some other clean clothes on. He throws the bloody clothes on his bed, then goes to his table and starts doing homework with tears streaming down and ruining the pages a bit, but like as if he would care about the notebook, it's just paper, it doesn't have feelings like him.

Hoseok goes upstairs and goes to Yoongi's rooms door and knocks, " Y...Yoongi? "

Yoongi upon hearing the others voice runs to the door and opens it, he cleans his tears in his shirt.

" Uh...can I come in? " Hoseok asks. Yoongi just let's Hoseok in his room with no words said.

Hoseok notices the clothes, but suddenly Yoongi runs to take them and puts them in the laundry basket.

" Did you get in a fight again? " Hoseok asks, worried. And just received a head shake motion as a no. So Yoongi sits back down, " D-did you take them? " Yoongi speaks up.

" What did I take..? " Hoseok asks in confusion.

" The c-cupcakes, I put them on the flower table... " Yoongi fidgets with his fingers.

" Oh...I will take them when I will go back- "

" Why did you close the door? " Yoongi cuts Hoseok.

" I.....I don't know, " Hoseok looks down ashamed a bit in himself, " wasn't in the mood making things out I guess... "

" Where did you go for a month? "

" I was staying at Jimin's place... " Yoongis heart suddenly clinched in pain of sadness.

" A-are you and Jimin a thing?... "

A simple " Yeah... " was all that came out from the other's mouth.

Yoongi's tears start to stream down but he cleans them off on his shirt again, " W-why are you here? " he makes out these words.

" Your mom was burning your books...so I came and talked with her... " Hoseok replied

" Oh...Why did you go to me?... " Yoongi asks out somehow making the words go out normally from his vocal cords.

" We talked about you......now I feel really bad for...... ignoring you....... " Hoseok looks up from his feet.

" It's ok, It's my fault, I called you disgusting...You should go now... " he somehow said out the last part, on the verge of a breakdown.

" B..but- "

" Jimin can get worried or suspect something... " He whispers out loud since he is literally about to cry, but he can hold it in, he has to...

Yoongi cleans more tears his notebook is all soaking wet, he closes this notebook and takes a different one.

" Yoongi....are you crying? " He looks at Yoongi's back. Yoongi on the other hand lies and shakes his head as a no. Hoseok goes to Yoongi's side, "I can see that you're lying..."

Yoongo turns away from Hoseok cleaning his tears.

" Yoongi...look at me... "

" I'm fine... " Yoongi blunts out.

" No, you're not... "

" I-I am... " Yoongi holds it in and turns towards the elder, " see I'm fine- "

He gets cut off by a hug from Hoseok, " you can tell me everything...I will listen... "

Yoongi hugs the other tightly back.

" I...I waited for you... But you never came back- " Sob comes out but Yoongi continues, " I wanted to say sorry, In the end, you didn't accept it," he cries out on Hoseok's shoulder.

"I kissed you because I had feelings for you. Everyone found out. They started to hit me, laughed at me. I didn't care. I just wanted to at least say the words sorry before you left me..."

Hoseok tears up, "I'm sorry t..that you need to go through all of t...this because of me......"

Yoongi hugs him even tighter to show support, "don't cry. It's not your fault. It's me who couldn't accept the idea-

"But because of me, you get bullied...." Hoseok cuts him off.

"No. It's not you. It will never be your fault in there. It's my fault that I said much more to the girl that confessed...If I just turned her down none of this would have happened,"

"B..but I still feel like it's my f..fault too"

Yoongi starts to stroke the taller's hair, "Never think so...

You should go..."