Bitter Sweet

Chapter 1-Funernal

Today is the day my heart broke in two. I mean I've felt crushed before but it was nothing compared to this type of feeling where you just wish you weren't alive.

"Amy!!". my mom called out to me
" it's time for you to get dressed for the funeral."
I then proceeded to get out of bed with a loud groan letting her know that I didn't wanna be there, but my mom thinks showing my face at that stupid funeral will make cam's parents feel a little better.

when I was finished dress, I began to stare at myself in the mirror. "Remember amy, show no emotion." I was wearing a short black puffy dress with no straps and a pair of heels.

through halfway of the funeral, the pastor wanted to know if anyone wanted to give a speech. then my mom and cam's parents were looking at me. So my mom just whispered in my ears to give a speech. I walked up to the stage and all eyes were on me.

"when I first heard that cam killed himself I was like someone tell me this isn't true, please, tell me I heard wrong." then I turned to face his coffin. "Did our love meant nothing to you! it probably didn't cuz if it did you wouldn't of done something like this." the worse part is that I still love you!!.  I began yelling now. "I need to feel nothing for you, I need to stop thinking about and I need to stop caring about you at all, but I dont know how to do that. tears began rolling down my eyes." you know you once told me, I had the power to destroy you but it was you, you're the one that destroys people and I wish I never met you."

After those final words I began to run out of there as fast as I could. I didn't know where I was going all I know was that I couldn't stay another minute at that funeral. After about an hour of running I ended up in this park. I was to tired to keep running so I just sat down and poured my eyes out. this guy on the other end was starring at me.He Had black wavy hair, piercings and tattoos all over his arms.

"You know its really rude to be starring at people especially at a girl we can easily report you as a stalker"I said. he was still watching, while he lilt a cigarette. " you know those things are bad for you." Does it look like I give shit" he said rudely. "Geez I was just saying you don't need to be like an asshole." well I'm sorry doll, I just don't like people telling me things I already know." he said. "so wat are you doing here in the middle of the night crying doll?"
"Doll?" I said confused my the nickname. " yeah, I didn't catch your name, so I called you doll."
"well my name is amy and you"
"Its Austin, but I prefer Hottie😏"
I began to laugh. "why are you laughing?" he asked
"just the fact that you think you so hot"
"I am though."
"hmm I've seen better" I say
"Ouch" he says looking a bit offended and I laugh again.
But to be honest he was smoking hot, but I couldn't tell him that.

"So why were you crying?" he asked
"it's long story and I really don't wanna talk about." I say back to him.
"Just know life sucks,"he said
"Tell me about it" I roll my eyes.
"anyways I better get going, my mom probably worried, "I said.
"Bye doll, hope to see you again"

End of Chapter.

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