-your being bullied and Luke, your long time boyfriend who doesn't know your being bullied witnesses you being beat and talk badly to and gets angry at both you and the bully's-
Schools never been a good place, at least not for me the only good thing thats ever happened here was I got to meet Luke and the boys. "Hey, rat" Anne Priffler hissed into my ear from behind me and then walked so I could see her and all her friends which include Hayley Skaight and Bree Smith. Along side them where their boyfriends Peter Stock, Carter Bentler and worst of all TJ Hempler. "I said hey, RAT" I looked down at my beat up old sneakers "man, she can't even speak anymore" Peter mocked and everyone laughed "I knew she was stupid but.... this is just retarded" Bree walked closer and grabbed my hair and made me look up at them "is someone going to cry" she taunted and then brought her heel into the top of my foot "opps" I whaled in pain and brought my foot to my hands hopping to keep my balance. They all laughed and now I really did feel like crying. Anne walked over and grabbed my book bag. "Lets see what this losers worth" she unzipped it and then shook all the contents of it on the ground and upon not finding any money she laughed "thats what I thought.... nothing" I scrambled to the ground and tried to pick everything up. But they started kicking it all around and laughing at all the random things I had "look at these" TJ snickered picking up the extra pair of undies I always brought, with the tip of his finger "eww, don't touch those you'll catch something" Hayley squealed and tried to knock them out of his hands. I quickly snatched them back and shoved them into my bag. They where already laughing and joking about how I only wear grannypanties. "Well, of course she only wears those. It's not like any guys would be interested in a CREATOR like that" I felt a tear slip through the wall I tried so hard to keep up. "At least I'm not with every guy at school" I retorted in a moment of anger but immediately regretted it as her face twisted from laughter to a sneer and she stepped closer so that her stomach was practically at eye level. then she leaned down and looked in my eyes and let me tell you if looks could kill I'd be deader then well... her soul. "Your going to regret that" she seethed and brought her hand up and slapped me. I tried to shrink away but Bree grabbed my hair again and forced me to stand. Hayley decided to join the "fun" and came up behind me to knee me in the back I would have crumbled over but Bree's grasp wouldn't let me. They where all laughing "she's so weak" TJ laughed out and walked up to me. I tried to fight out of Bree's grip and run but as soon as I had TJ grabbed me around my waist halting all movement. Anne started scratching at my arms and punching me anywhere she could. I started sobbing and thrashing to try and get away but nothing was working. "You deserve this you poor excuse of a human." One yelled "you should do the whole world a favor and just kill yourself already" another one said and just as I started to give up I heard a very familiar voice shouting "HEY, WHAT ARE YOU DOING. LET HER GO" a flood of relief washed over me and TJ lossened his grip just enough for my to slip out. I ran towards the VERY angry looking Luke. When I reached him he gently pulled me behind him and started towards them "no" I whimpered but he didn't listen he just kept walking us up to them. "what the hell did you think you where doing?" He almost yelled "we where just having a little fun... right (Y/N)" Anne asked and giggled lightly "you call hurting someone fun" they all snickered "dude relax it was just a joke" I could tell that only made Luke angrier "hurting someone just to make yourself feel better is just disgusting" he spat and TJ tensed up getting angry himself. "What's your problem" he started getting closer and I shrunk away but Luke only stood taller "you are" his voice was dripping with venom. TJ was puffing his chest out and trying to look as big as possible and he did he looked huge but not nearly as tall as Luke. "Why do you care anyway she's just a loser" I heard someone walking up behind me and really hoped it was a teacher or better yet the principal. But of course with my luck it wasn't. Because its me, of course it had to be Calum one of Luke's friends to egg him on. "What's going on here" he asked seeing Luke and TJ's defensive posture. He glanced down at me and had to do a retake "oh, my gosh what happened (Y/N)" he looked concerned and went to touch my face but I flinched away. Luke didn't move or even look away from TJ and Calum joined angrily staring at him and the others behind him. "What did you do TJ" He gritted out and moved so he was next Luke in front of me creating a sort of wall between me and them. "Why is everybody making such a big deal out of nothing?" Anne said and stepped closer to me but Calum blocked her "we where just messing around" someone else added "what's the matter guys?" Someone asked from behind me I turned and saw Ashton once he saw me he realized what was going on and came to stand beside me. He rapped an arm around my shoulder and examined me. "Are you ok?" I shook my head and tried to hold in the tears but it wasn't working and once the first one fell they just kept coming. He pulled me into a hug and started glaring at the group. "Guys she doesn't look to good why don't we take her to the nurses office." Ashton grimaced as my busted lip started bleeding onto his shirt. I quickly shook my head "NO" Luke glanced back at me and for a split second he looked hurt for me. But it didn't last long before he return to pure anger. "Your a Jerk" He mumbled and started towards TJ. He went to punch him but Calum pulled him back before he could. "Whatever man" they all started walking away clearly scared of the three big angry boys two of which play football first string. Once they where completely gone Luke turned to me and his eyes softened. Ashton let me go and I walked closer to Luke expecting him to wrap me in his arms. "How could you not tell us?" He questioned clearly unhappy with me. I shrugged lightly and looked at the ground "not tell me?" he reiterated softer, all I wanted was to hug him but I knew better he was angry and not just at the situation, he was angry at me. "I'm sorry" my voice was barely above a whisper and it was hoarse from crying. "We're your friends" Calum added sounding hurt "did you think you couldn't trust us?" I shook my head and looked up at Luke but he wouldn't look at me so I looked over at Calum but not for long as I couldn't stand to see the hurt in his eyes, I drifted my eyes back to the floor. "I'm sorry" I repeated myself only just louder "I don't understand why you wouldn't just tell us?" Ashton asked walking closer to me. "I-I-I" I just couldn't find the words to explain to them how I didn't want them to see me as they are now. I didn't want them to know what Anne and her friends called me. I didn't want them to see how easily hurt I got or have them start to realize how truly messed up I am. I couldn't live if they started seeing me the same as everyone else. I couldn't even stand the thought I started crying again but quickly brought my hand up to wipe the tears away "I-I-I I just couldn't" was all I could choke out as another sob escaped. I had well and truly messed this up. The only good I had in my life and I can't keep it. I mess everything up another loud sob echos out of me. "I-I'm so-so sorr-ry" I said between sobs then ran into the girls lockeroom. I shut the door and slid down the wall beside it. Everything hurt, my body, my mind, and worst of all my heart. I hated the way they all looked at me like I had killed their puppy. To top it all off the words all the bullies had said wouldn't stop rotating in my mind like a broken record. "She's just some loser" "you should just do the whole world a favor and kill yourself" "your a worthless, ugly thing you don't even deserve the title of human" "like anyone would like that" they always made a point to call me "that" they said it fit me better then my name. I was now sobbing so hard I didn't realize that all the guys had walked in and now Micheal had joined "(Y/N), we're sorry" Calum said and came to sit next to you. Another sob recked through me. Why were they apologizing I was the one in the wrong. "Micheal walked over a few seconds after you ran and when we told him what happened he told us what idiots we where" Luke added and sat down pulling me into his lap. I shook me head "no you guys where right. I messed everything up, like I always do" my loud sobs had worked down to a slow cry as I tried to calm myself "(Y/N), you didn't mess anything up" Luke whisper and rubbed my back up and down reassuringly "I should have told you, I'm so so so sorry" I sniffled and wiped at my eyes Micheal pet my head softly "you don't have anything to be sorry for, these morons just don't understand" he said smiling down at me "no, I do. I know I should have told someone" I paused and took a deep breath to tired to let myself weep again. "I was just to scared" I admitted quietly "scared of what baby?" Luke asked kissing my forehead gently "of what you'd all think" I mumbled and hid in Luke's neck ashamed "I was scared you'd realize" I choked out and tried to take a deep breath "you'd realize that they are all right" I could feel Luke shaking his head "I don't know what they've all told you but I can almost guarantee their lying" I looked up and all the boys where nodding. I started felling kinda dizzy but tried to push the feeling down. "They wouldn't say it if it wasn't true. Why else would they be so cruel" I asked feeling myself start to sway slightly. "Thats not true baby" Luke said eyebrows scrunching together "are you ok Y/N?" The swaying got worse and my head felt like it was spinning "help" I whimpered just before everything went black.
You woke to beeping and opened your eyes slowly flinch at the bright lights "baby?" A thick strained voice said from beside you. You tried to turn your head but somebody said not to move. Lukes face popped into view he looked like he'd been crying for hours, eyes puffy and red, trails of dried tears staining his cheeks "where am I?" Your voice came out small and hoarse you'd assumed it was from your sobbing earlier "you passed out in the bathroom, we're at the hospital. The doctor said you'll be fine and that you passed out from dehydration and malnutritionment" I closed my eyes and started to sit up, flinching as a pain shot up my ribs "oh, you have a broken rib you shouldn't move around to much" I still managed to sit up blinking awhile the few tears that had collected in the corner of your eyes "water?" He quickly nodded and grabbed a cup. You went to take the cup but he brought it to yours lips instead you to a sip "where are the boys?" You asked remembering they where there too "hey Y/N" Calum said from beside you, you looked over and say all the boys sitting. Luke was nervously tapping his foot, Ashton biting his lip and Michael he looked worried bewand belief. "Hey, guys" Michael stood up and walked to stand beside Luke "How you feeling?" He asked "ok" you answered honestly "when can we leave?" I asked pushing my feet off the side of the bed "not tell tomorrow" my head shot over to him which was a big mistake it sent shock waves of pain through me but I pushed it aside "what really?" He nodded I looked around the room again at everyone "where are my parents?" I asked not really wanting to know the answer "we called them but... uhh....... they didn't think they needed to come" I nodded and looked down standing up, the hospital gown falling passed my knees "oh" I started walking into the bathroom that was to the side of Luke and Michael "do I have to stay in this?" I asked looking at the far to big and baggy gown in the mirror "no um, the doctor said you could change but nothing tight" I nodded and shut the door to go pee. When I opened the door again I asked "do you have anything I could change into?" He nodded and handed me one of his big shirts and what looked like the smallest pair of sweatpants he owned "your parents wouldn't let me in your house" he explained and I nodded taking his clothes with a quiet thank you. Once you had put the shirt on it pretty much reached your knees and you tried pulling on the pants but they kept slipping and you where walking on the bottum "these pants wont work" you opened the door and held his pants up so you could walk they all giggled but stopped as soon as you almost tripped on the bottoms. I pouted and then let them go and they immediately fell to the ground and I stepped out of them. "The shirts long enough anyway" you mumbled and sat on the bed again "your so short" Luke came and sat beside you "no, your just a giant" he laughed "what are you 5'1, 5'2?" "I'll have you know I'm 5'2 and 1/2" all the boys chuckled "wait a second, school wasn't over why aren't you there?" They shrugged "we couldn't just leave you here all alone" "but Luke what about your parents won't they be mad?" He shrugged it off and grabbed my hands "I can deal with it"
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