Babe// Sequel to Bad Boy

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SO SORRY GUYS I DIDNT REALIZE I POSTED THE SAME CHAPTER AS YESTERDAY . I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I HAD TWO DRAFTS OF IT . Wtf . Anyways. Heres the actual chapter .
Haley's POV
Grayson finally went home and Ryan is asleep because its late and I just want to take a shower, and cry about earlier's events.

Which is exactly what I am going to do.

Or. What I was about to try to do. But Jakob and James just walked in.

"Hey babe. How was your day?" Jakob asked plopping on the couch and I turn towards him and start bawling.

He jumps up and hugs me.

"What happened?!? Hey who was it? Why are you crying Haley?!!" He asks rubbing my back as he hugs me.

"Fucking Ethan." I said sobbing

"What happened?!" James asks softly as they sat me down on the couch.

"He cornered me.. and h-he made me fucking realize how much I am still in love with him!" I say

"You still love Ethan?! I thought you and Grayson had something going on?" James says confused

"We did! I was liking him a lot but then of course! Ethan has to swoop in and knock me back down! Right when I think everything is fucking amazing! Bam . Its all fucked up again because we all know I can never be with Ethan again. I don't want to be with someone who can't be loyal to me, like I am to him." I say

"Haley I know you don't want to hear this but you were Happy with Ethan. And yeah he fucked up. And I am definitely not saying you should get back with him. But he did so much for you. Before you,the thought if him settling down, never crossed his mind. But then he finds you and suddenly your the inky thing he talks about... the only girl hes fucking. The only girl for him. And he even admitted that him hooking up with that chick was a mistake and how he regretted it. Maybe you should just considering forgiveness. I am not saying forget. But just don't keep holding it against him and maybe things won't hurt as bad." James says

"But. I want him back so badly. I want what we had and I wish I just never fucking broke up with him. Yeah he cheated on me and it broke my heart. And this was definitely a lesson but if I just get back with him he will think that its okay to do that shit and its not. We have a fucking baby. She is not going to grow up, watching me repeatedly run back to Ethan despite him cheating on me. I can't be weak and give in for her sake. And Grayson. I love him to death and I want to be in love with him like I am with Ethan so bad. Because he's so sweet and great and such an amazing guy but I don't see it happening.. maybe if I just give it time." I say sighing

"Don't force love babe." Jakob says

"I'm not.. I just ... I dont know... ugh. Im going to sleep." I said

I go to my room and crawl into my bed, sniffling.

I don't even know what I want.

Sorry its a Short chapter butttttttttt more soon. :)