Babe// Sequel to Bad Boy

10

Honestly guys. I feel like I am stuck. And like there is nobody here for me. And like I have to do everything for myself and if I ask anyone for help its like an automatic I can do it myself. I understand im supposed to be learning how to be more independent and responsible. Im 15 though. I HAVE A FUCKING JOB WHERE I LITERALY WORK MORE HOURS THAN I AM LEGALLY ALLOWED. AND IM DOING MY FUCKING SCHOOL. AND TAKING CARE OF A DOG, AND A CAT. AND MYSELF. Its literally as if im by my fucking self because my parents literally help me with fucking nothing anymore.

Deadass just want to sit down and cry for 48 days straight. Im beyond stressed out, trying to finish my school and shit up. And just so fucking not myself lately it's insane. Like my heart feels broken but theres no fucking real reason of why I feel so screwed up. And I hate it so much.

Maybe I just feel like so much is on me now. Idk .

Im sad guys incase you didnt realize :/

Heres your chapter...

Haley's POV
Ethan walks out and I sink down, crying.

Why the fuck does he have to be like that?
I was fine. I was doing great. I was finally fucking moving on and he has to evoke all of my emotions towards him so that I feel broken and lonely again.

He doesn't own me. I am not a fucking object. But he seems to think I am still his, after over two years without him.

I can make my own choices. I can kiss and sleep with whoever the fuck I want. But he walks in and makes it seem like I can't.

I hear someone clear their throat and I look up, seeing Grayson holding Ryan.

"You okay..?" He asks looking sad.

"No." I reply, pulling my knees to my chest.

He sits next to me, Ryan leaned back against his knees.

"Did you hear him?" I asked

"Yeah. I heard him." He says quietly, nodding

I start crying harder.

"I want to like you, like you like me, Gray. I mean I do but. Its not the same." I said sniffling.

He wraps his arm around me and pulls me closer to him.

"Not the same as how I like you? Or not the same as how you like Ethan?" He asks and I look over at him.

"I don't like Ethan. I hate him. I hate him more than anything. But I am in love with him." I said

"I don't want to be with him though." I said shaking my head

"I can't do that to myself again." I say.
"He isn't the type to settle down . I'm not going to hurt myself more." I said

"I do like you a lot though Gray.." I say and he nods

"Its okay Haley." He said

"You can be with him. I get it." He says sighing

"No I don't want to be with him." I said

"I want to be with you." I said sniffling again.

"All he would do is break my heart." I say looking at him.

"Haley you love him. Not me." He said

"I want to Love you though." I say and he frowns

"So what? I am just supposed to wait for you to fall for me . Haley that doesn't just happen. You can't force yourself to love someone." He said

"Can we not talk about this anymore?" I asked looking down.

He sighs.

"Yeah.. sure." He said nodding

It take Ryan from him and lean into him.  He wraps both arms around me and kisses my temple softly.

I close my eyes and breathe, calming down slowly.

"You hungry baby??" I ask Ryan as her fingers were in her mouth.

"I'm hungry mom." Gray says and I smile lightly

"You can make your own food like the big boy you are." I said and he huffs

"Haleyyy" he whined

"What?!! I have a baby to tend to.  Your an adult!" I say.

"Only by like.  5 years." He said scoffing.

"Your 23.  You can make your own food." I said

"But its not as good as when you make it." He exclaimed

"Well.  Learn to cook Gray." I said

"Ugh.  You know your so bomb.  You know how to do everything you possible could need to know how to do.  Like cook.  And give birth.  And fold those stretchy tight fit sheets.  And match clothes. And take care of a baby." He said

"Fitted sheets." I said

"Yeah those." He says nodding.

"I barely know how to put my shoes on the right feet!" He exclaims

"Start learning then" I said

"I'm dyslexic!" He exclaimed

"I don't give a shit! Push that baby out." I said

"I don't know what you expect me to do! I don't have a baby to push out." He says

"Bet you have a watermelon growing in there." I said patting his belly as his legs were now down.

"Hey! Don't play with my fat! I get it.  I haven't worked out in two days but I will get back on it!" He exclaims

"What fat?! Your rock hard abs?" I asked

"They arent Rock hard.  But like.  They are getting there." He said smirking and keeping his hand on his abs, glancing away from me.

"No bitch their rocks." I said knocking on them.

"Who's there?!" He asked making me chuckle

"I have a joke." I said

"Hit me with it!" He says

"Knock knock" I say

"Come in." He said and I look at him with a straight face.

"What?!?  Sometimes you need to let people in you know.  Its not nice to leave them outside waiting.  It could be raining." He said

"Or running from a murderer." He said and I roll my eyes.

Joke ruiner.