Mr. Fischbach • M.F

•chapter 15•

"W-who the hell invited you?!" Neveah slur-shouted over the music at her ex boyfriend. The need to puke simmered down as Liam pulled her around the corner near the bathroom. His grip on her was gentle, and surprisingly he seemed sober, unlike her. She couldn't help but laugh as he lead her away from all the dancing people."Neveah are you drunk?" He asked, he had a worried expression on his face.

"N-no I'm not drunk," she slurred, "And uh, heeello? you d-didn't answer my question." Neveah had to lean up against a bedroom door across from the bathroom door to keep her balance. She crossed her arms and tried her best to keep for focus on Liam as her mind was fogged by the alcohol, she looked him up and down. She couldn't help but notice his forearms were now plastered with tattoos, along with the right side of his neck. She never noticed this all the other times she had seen him, considering he would always wear hoodies or long sleeves. Right now he was wearing a dark blue button up shirt with the sleeves rolled up, plus black jeans and Black slide-on Vans.

His hair was messy and curly, and his teeth looked whitened. She couldn't help but be severely attracted to him in the moment, and even though she knew it was the alcohol talking she could feel that it was more then that. As she stared him down the memories they made together started flowing back to her. It was tear jerking to think about all that has grown between them only to know they were torn apart by his unforgiving temper. As he was about to answer her question he noticed the way she was looking at him. It was an all too familiar look, it was a very yearnful look. And he watched her bloodshot honey colored eyes dart down to his lips, and then back up to meet his.

The tension was thick and the air was thin. The two stared into each others eyes longingly, and that same love she had for him years ago re-blossomed in Neveah's heart. She had noticed Liam slowly inching towards her, and before Neveah could process anything Liam swiftly pulled her close and pressed his lips against hers. She kissed him back wrapping her arms around his neck, her mind and heart were at war. Her mind, being the logical and reasonable side, knew better then to kiss him, considering the reason why he was her Ex. But she also knew what her heart really wanted, it wanted him. She wanted to turn back the clock and be that high school couple once again.

Liam had her pressed up against the white bedroom door, with their lips still locked he began to run his hands slowly up and down Neveah's curvy sides. She put her hands on the sides of his face, deepening the steamy make-out session. For the first time in awhile Neveah felt whole, and she felt complete. And she also felt immensely aroused by Liam, the scent of his cologne was nostalgic and his gentle touch made her shiver in delight. His lips were pleasantly soft, and the two fought for dominance, Liam came out on top in the long run.

She pulled away and a small gasp erupted from her as Liam slid his hands down her body, they made their way down to her rear and squeezed. He slightly chuckled, he reached and twisted the bedroom door handle. Liam picked her up by her thighs and tossed Neveah onto the neatly made queen sized bed. Liam crawled on top of her, and laced his fingers with hers and held them above her head. He dove for her neck, he nibbled and kissed her delicate skin, leaving dollar-coin sized hickeys all along the right side.

Whimpers and moans slipped from the depths of her throat. And since Liam was the one who basically took her innocence and showed her the ways of fulfilling the sexual desires of males in general, he knew exactly were her sweet spots were. He pulled her crop top over and off, exposing her strapless royal blue bra. He trailed his kisses and love bites down to her breasts, he spotted the clasp on her bra at the front. Neveah's breathing was heavy, she was so aroused she could feel her drenched core throbbing.

Liam could smell the alcohol on Neveah's breathe, he was sober enough to know if he kept going, he'd be taking advantage of an intoxicated female. The bulge in his pants compelled and urged him to continue but he was nowhere near drunk enough to make such a stupid decision. Plus he knew if he did Neveah would never forgive him, and he was pretty sure if Neveah was sober she wouldn't even dare to be alone with him, nonetheless allow him to seduce her.

"Babygirl, we can't." Liam said in a hushed tone just before planting a quick kiss on her lips. She whined, "Aww whhhyyy not babeee?" She asked, something pricked his heart when the word 'babe' came from her mouth, and it was proof that she was indeed under the influence. If she were in her right mind he knew he'd be the last person she'd call that. "You're drunk that's why, if you weren't you wouldn't even be in this room with me. I can't take advantage of you like that." He said as he stood to grab her blouse from off the floor. She sat up and dangled her legs off the bed, she could still hear the blasting music coming from outside the door. "You wouldn't be t-taking advantage of meeeee, you have my consent." He handed her her crop top, she attempted to put it on herself, only ending up with her head through the wrong hole.

He chuckled, knowing she was too hammered to do it herself, he assisted her with putting back on her shirt. First he pulled it all the way back off her and then put her head through the right whole, then directed her arms into the sleeves. The whole time the two were laughing, only because Neveah was basically flinging her arms around to get it on. After it was fully on Liam looked down at her, she was looking down, adjusting her top in the front and was still seated on the bed. He gently hooked his pointer finger and thumb to where he was lifting her head up by her chin.

Her attention was immediately drawn to him, she took in his familiar gawk-worthy features. His piercing blue eyes and his strong, masculine jawline had Neveah nearly drooling. He leaned down, he was now inches away from her face. He was so close she could smell his minty breath, knowing Liam so well she wondered why she couldn't smell alcohol. But her curiousity was pushed to the side when she felt Liam place his lips against hers endearingly.

She could feel the desperate need he portrayed with his lips, even though it was undeniably gentle. It felt so right, and Neveah had missed the passionate kisses he'd give her. Eventually he pulled away, and stared for what felt like hours in her hazel eyes. He let out a shaky and noticeably uneasy breath. "C-can I tell you something?" He asked, "O-of course, what is it?" She asked in return, trying her very best to ignore her mental state and focus on Liam and what he had to say. "I just want you to know.. I uh, find it hard.. to live my life without you. Every little thing reminds me of you, and I can't stand the thought of another guy making you happy. And I swear to you, if I could, I'd go back and fix all my mistakes and make everything right again." He took another breath, "Basically, what I'm trying to say here is, that uh, ..Neveah, I love you. And I would li-" she cut him off.

"I love you too." She blurted, minutes went by and she watched as his facial expression change. He leaned up against a short dresser and crossed his arm. He stared blankly at the floor, his face held the look of sadness. "You don't mean that. You're drunk, y-you know what? I think it's time I get you home-" he stood up straight and gestures for the door. She stopped him abruptly, "I mean that Liam," She said assertively, "No. no you don't, okay? You wanna know how I know you don't? Huh? I know, because the moment you wake up in morning and realize you let this happen you're gonna say to yourself 'What the hell was I thinking?!'" He looked as if he were solving a really hard math problem in his head.

"And actually.. now that I think about it, you might not even remember this at all."

"Liam trusted me, I'm gonna remember this."

All conversation ceased for what seem like a long while.

"Okay alright. But the question is, if you do remember this.. are you still gonna feel like same way as you do now?"