Faking Love (One Direction)

Chapter 18

We were in Harry's car just driving home in silence. It wasn't awkward it was just a normal silence.

"Whydid you want to go home?" I asked a little while later.

"Wel two reasons, too many drunk people" he said with a smile "especially Lou" he added and we both laughed "And Selena texted me and said she saw the awards so show and was so proud and wanted me to come over." he said seriously. I balked my fists and stared out the window. At the mention of her name I wanted to shoot someone.

"That's nice" I managed to say in a nice tone.

"Yep" he said popping the P

We drove into the driveway and he dropped me off. "I'll be back soon, bye" he said and kissed my forehead.

"See ya" I said emotionless. He drove away and I walked in the house. I punched one of the pillows on the couch and screamed. Why did he keep doing this?! HE'S KILLING ME! IM DYING ON THE INSIDE! I need to escape for a little bit.

At the thought of that I ran upstairs and changed out of the beautiful and put on my tights and leotard and slipped into a pair of shorts. I still had my makeup and hair like it was for the awards show. I was fuming with anger and I needed to get away. I ran across the backyard and into the studio. I turned on the lights and took a deep breathe. I was Immediatly calmed, slightly. I slipped on my flat shoes and put my phone on the doc. I pressed play and I'm Not Perfect came on. Have you ever noticed whatever song you're listening to or dancing to describes you, or what you feel like at the moment? Yea well that's been happening to me A LOT lately. I started dancing and I just didn't want to stop. I was in a different world when I danced, a world with no drama, no hatred, no sadness, just a perfect life.

I was dancing for at least an hour, and I was now dancing to Break Me. I was really into it too.

"Avalon?" I heard a familiar voice say and I whipped around to see Harry standing at the door.

"What!?" I snapped at him, but I didn't care, I was still pissed at him.

"Um, it's two thirty in the morning, why are you dancing?" he asked coming closer to me but I walked further and pretended to grab my water.

"What? Now I can't dance when I feel like it?" I said in a mean tone, I planned on being very, very mean in this conversation.

"I never said that, I'm just asking, sorry" he said confused.

"What are you doing in here?" I spat at him.

"No one is home yet and I noticed that you weren't anywhere in the house so I thought you would be in here and here you are" he said looking a little worried.

"They aren't home yet?" I asked with a glare.

"Uh, no. Are you okay?" he asked and I bawled my fists.

"Just peachy" I said through gritted teeth.

"What's wrong?" he asked concerned.

"Nothing." I answered sternly

"Seriously? We're gonna play that game? What the hell is wrong" he asked coming closer again. M

"None of your business." I answered back going over to turn my music back on and dance again, he grabbed my arm and stopped and and I gave him daggers but refused to look him in the eyes.

"Why are you avoiding my eye contact?" he asked

"It's not a law that I need to look you in the eyes Harry." I said to him.

"It's not against the law either, now look at me in the eyes." he said picking up my chin and forcing me. I stared in his eyes and almost died.

"Let go of me." I spat at him and shook him off.

"Avalon what's wrong! Why are you acting like this!" he screamed at me.

"You wanna know what's wrong? You really wanna know? I CAN'T STAND YOU HARRY STYLES! I CAN'T HANDLE YOU!" I screamed full of rage at him.

"YOU CAMT STAND ME? WHY CAN'T YOU STAND ME?" he screamd and I could here the hurt in his voice.

"Oh Harry I don't know?" I said sarcastically" Why don't you go figure it out with Selena? I bet she'd know what's wrong with me! I mean, she does seem to always be there for you and know you best, and help you with your problems!" I said and ran over to the doc and pressed play. I started dancing because I was done talking to him.

"IS THAT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT? SELENA! ITS ABOUT HER! WHY THE HELL WOULD IT BE ABOUT HER!" he asked and stopped me from spinning. I was full on pissed, I could kill him with my bare hands right then and there if I wanted too.

"Because she's the one you need! The one you care about! YOUR GIRLFRIEND! IM JUST THE FAKE ONE FOR THE PRESS! SHE'S TOO SPECIAL FOR ALL THE PUBLICITY!" I shouted at him.

"Why do you care?!" he yelled

"BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU! WHY ELSE?!" I shot at him.

"WELL I CARE ABOUT YOU TOO BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T DATE!" He shouted

"WELLSTOP CARING!!! I DON'T NEED YOU! I DON'T NEED ANYONE! I DON'T WANT YOUR PITY. I DON'T NEED IT!" I spat at him. I saw tears fall from my face to the floor but I refused to let myself fully cry.

"IM NOT GIVING YOU PITY!! YOU'RE BEING SUCH A BRAT!" he shot and it stung. I stood in awe for a second.

"OH IM THE BRAT?! IM THE FUCKING BRAT?! IM SORRY I DIDN'T KNOW THAT I HAD SOMEONE FAKE DATE ME BECAUSE THE REAL PERSON I DATED DIDN'T WANT TO BE SEEN WITH ME!!" I screamed.

"SHE DOES WANT TO BE SEEN WITH ME BUT SHE CAN'T SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND!" he spat out.

"If she really did, don't you think she would've broke up for him for you?" I asked in a know-it-all voice. He just stared at me. He knew I was right.

"Why. Do. You. Care?" he asked and I just about exploded. Time for the fireworks.

"BECAUSE I WANT TO BE THE GIRL YOU WALK AROUND WITH AND FLAUNT! I WANT TO BE YOUR PRINCESS! I WANT TO BE THE ONE YOU KISS AND SMILE AT ALL THE TIME! ME! I WANT IT TO BE ME!!!!!!!" I screamed at him and went for the door. He grabbed my arm and stopped me.

"Why?! Because I'm Harry Styles! I'm famous and a teen heart throb! I've got money come out of my ass! Is that why?!" he asked still yelling.

"NO YOU ASSHOLE!" I shouted and tried to get out of the studio. I was a couple feet away but he grabbed my arm again.

"WHY THEN?!" he screamed at me. I was crying now, pretty badly.

"BECAUSE, BECAUSE I-I-I LOVE YOU!" I shouted and he let go, he was in shock and I ran for the house sobbing my eyes out. I knew he didn't feel the same way and that's why he was in shock. I felt someone pull me into a hug and I sobbed trying to get out but they wouldn't let me, it was Harry.

"I love you too"

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