Self Harm ➳ NightTime [Poetry]

Monster Land

Drowning in this monster land
Staying alive is the choice I have
Drowning here without any plan
The only thing my mind think
"Just stay alive, man."

Watching these monsters all around me
Me, an imposter is probably what they see;

But I don't know why they always flee whenever they see
That it's me.

These monsters do haunt me,
They do taunt me
My half-dead self is what they want from me
They aren't really debutant to me;

Yet, I don't know why
They always flee whenever they see
That it's me.

It all started a while back,
When I wasn't lonely, I wasn't sad
My soul wasn't dead, I wasn't mad
That feeling of happiness I had

Then came those monsters
They make me go down
They tied my hands to make me drown

But I survived, don't ask me how
Cause even I don't remember now

Yet,
I still don't know why,
Why do they flee, whenever they see
That it's me...

~ A monster they made.