Hey guys..so I'm at school atm on my Chromebook and I'm dealing with a boy problem...he isn't even my boyfriend but I have hard feelings for him and he likes another girl..so I decided to write a part to express how I'm feeling. I'm going to have his name as Justin, but he's just going to look different. Just to say, what I'm about to write is all that I witness and is all true. So enjoy it.
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~Sam's POV~
Just look at him, his black hair and his ocean blue eyes that you get lost in. I thought as I glanced at him during morning formation. As I was looking at him, my best friend Angel nudged me.
"Sam what are you doing this time boo?" she said as she looked my way.
"Totally not looking at Justin." I say smiling.
"Cmon Sam, when are you going to realize that he's an F-boy?" She asked rolling her eyes.
"He's not an F-boy. Ok he is but he's just gorgeous." I say swooning. Honestly, I couldn't keep my eyes off of Justin, he was just so cute, so hot.
"Every body stand up." The First Sergeant said walking to the front of the gym. We all stood up as the First Sergeants dismissed us to our first class. I was thinking about the text messages that happened about two weeks ago.
~Flashback~
**Sigh** im bored. i thought as we were driving home from taking my little sister to camp. because of how bored i was, i decided to do a dear-self-dear-mom thing on Instagram.
Once I got to "Dear Crush", I didnt know what to write. So I just put something at the top of my head. "Dear Crush : How are you so freaking cute like dang." There I thought and I posted it on my story.
After this, I was texting my other best friend Janie. About Justin, seeing that he wasnt active for a while. I took a screenshot and sent it to her. Just then, I turn my phone off and look out the window with my earbuds in. After about 5 minutes, I feel my phone vibrate. Me thinking it Janie, I look at my phone.
I notice that it is not Janie but it's Justin. I had to stay calm because I was in the car with my mom and Grandma. I open it and see what he said.
Replied to your story:
Justin: Yo wonder who.
Sam: ...........
Justin: Lol I know Bud.
Sam: Ok you caught me, please don't judge..
Justin: Lol I wont.
Sam: Thank god, I really didnt want you to know.
Justin: Lol
Sam: No, not lol, this happened last year, my other crush found out I liked him and he never talked to me again
Justin: Na I'm good.
Sam: Wdym?
Justin: A lot of people like me lol.
Sam: lol. youre just pretty cute, I'm sorry.
Justin: Pretty cute what
Justin: (Sends pic of him and his 6-pack.)
Justin: Do you see this? its not pretty cute.
Sam:..........
oof, did this just happen?
~END OF FLASHBACK~
I was standing in my first class as I saw my good friend Lily walk in. Justin and her have been texting for a while so I ask her each day what goes on.
"Hey Lilyyy! Any text action?" I say smiling.
"Yea...but you're not going to be happy." She said reassuring me. Oof that can't be good I thought.
"So, what happened?" I say worried.
"Well, I asked him if he had a date to prom yet. and he said yea..." she said frowning. the rest was a blur as my heart shattered into many pieces. "So I said, who? and he's like Sierra." My heart broke even more because she used to be a good friend of mine and it feels like I got stabbed in the back.
"Ok." I said, trying to keep my tears in. I couldnt believe it, how could he go for her? after all I've told him about my old crush and this happens. It's even worse because he knows about how I feel about him. I went to my computer and put my earbuds in to keep to myself because i didnt want to talk to anyone. It was a great way to start the day...
Later during 3rd period, I was watching a video on YouTube because I had nothing to do.
"Hey Clark, wanna go fill for Ms. Pattie?" The TA asked me.
"Sure," I say, still gloomy from this morning. I gather my stuff and go down to the office. Just as I open the door, I see Justin come out of a classroom. I just turned and walked because I couldn't look at him. I walk to the room and see someone is already in there.
"There's someone already in there." Justin said from behind me.
"Dang ok." I say walking back. As I walked back, he and i accidentally tapped eachother on the shoulder. I could swear that I got a whiff of his smell. It smelled good but why is it so hard to let go of him? This always happens I thought. I don't know anymore I think as I walk into the classroom and finish my video.
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Hope you guys enjoyed I guess. I know it's not my best work but I'm in one of those moods right now..I'll update soon.
~Sam.
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