Trapped

Chapter 7

"I love you."
I was lost for words. I couldn't think. So I just continued to wash his hair. "Kenny."
I didn't say a word.
"Kenny!"
Silent.
"KENNY!?"
"WHAT??"
"I'm serious... I've always loved you."
"Then why did you choose him?" I didn't look at him, just poured some water on his head  and handed him a towel. "You're clean get dressed and I'll make you something to eat k?"
"Okay.."

1 year ago

We had finally graduated and I was gonna tell Ken my feelings for him. Today was the day. I was so ready, but also terrified. I've been meaning to tell him for years but, was too scared to speak up.
As I may my way to Kenny, I was stopped by Eric. "Oh hey Eric, what's up?" "Oh nothing I just needed to tell you something important." "You can tell me anything." Did he need money or something? "Butters... I'm in love with you." I'm heart sank. "I- I Eric.. I have feelings for Kenny... I couldn't.." He held my hand and looked at me with tearful eyes. "Please Butters At lease let me try.." I looked over at Kenny who was talking I Stan, smiling and looking so happy. "Okay Eric I'll go out with you." I faked a smile feeling bad for him I expected his confession. He hugged me with a smile on his face. I looked over at Kenny seeing him walk away.
I lost my chance.

Now

I could smell Stew from Kenny's room. My mouth watered as I got dressed and headed down stairs, still thinking about how Ken completely ignored my feelings. "Stews done Leo take a seat." I sat down and smiled at the fresh, hot stew sitting next to me. Kenny sat down by me, "Dig in." His smile made me forget about what happed in the bathroom. I felt a warm fuzzy feeling, just like when I first feel for him.
"Kenny."
"Yes?"
I took a bite of a carrot. "I've been in love with you since high school. And I wanted to tell you after graduation but, Cartman asked me out and I felt bad for him." I frowned and felt a tear roll down my cheek. "Look where that got me." In a heart beat, Kenny dropped his spoon, grabbed my face,
And kissed me.
I didn't hesitate to kiss his back. I felt like the world stopped, like nothing mattered. When I would kiss Eric I felt nothing. But with Kenny, sparks flew.
He pulled away and turned red. "I-I'm sorry Butters I shouldn't have-" I stopped him by pulling him into a deeper kiss. I pulled away after a few seconds, "I love you." He looked at me with a smile
"I love you too."