Trapped

Chapter 5

~• WARNING THIS CHAPTER INVOLVES RAPE AND SEXUAL ABUSE IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY THIS THEN PLEASE PLEASE DO NOT READ. And if you or a friend has been sexually assaulted then pls call 800-656-4673 they will help you through this difficult time and lead you a way out stay strong•~

I set my coat on the coat rack. Eric wasn't home leaving me time to think. Kenny was so upset... I feel so bad for what I did but... was he right? I think back to all the times Eric has ever hurt me and... there's a lot...

No, no he did that because I was being selfish. I sat on the couch twiddling my thumbs. "It's gonna be okay Little Buddy. It's gonna be okay." Tears became to fill my eyes till I heard the door open. Eric's home. I wiped my eyes and put on a smile. "Welcome home!!" I cheered. Eric came in with someone I've never seen before.. he was a tall man kinda big though. Fat big, as big as Eric. "H-hello, I didn't know you were bringing a friend honey!" Eric looked at the man with a poker face. "Small and scrawny, won't fight back. Just like I said. Now pay up." The buff man handed him 300 dollars. "What's going on?.." Eric just looked at me with a smile. "You see.. I-we need money right?"
"Yes."
"And one way to make money is to offer things to other people."
Where is he going with this.
"So I offered this man you."
Excuse me?
"What do you mean?"
Eric smiled. "He'll give us money if you let him have you just for awhile."
The tall man grabbed my arm and squeezed it hard. "Come on." He led me upstairs. "E-ERIC?!"
"Do it for the white picket fence baby." He didn't even look up, all he did was count his money.

The man threw me onto the bed and unbuttoned his shirt.
No.
No no no.
I got up. "I'm sorry I can't do thi-" he threw me down. "Shut up." He kissed me hard and unbuttoned my pants.
No.
I tried to push him off but he was too strong. He held my hands above my head. "STOP IT LET ME GO." He hit me in the gut. "Shut it will ya." He mumbled and pulled off my pants showing off my nude bottom half. He took my shirt off now leaving me exposed. As I sat there praying that someone will save me he flipped me over.
No.
"Please stop it. I don't want to do this."
Before I knew it, his member was inside my anus. Tear began to fill my eyes and I begged and screamed for him to stop but he wouldn't listen.
It hurts.
Please stop it.
Eric why would you do this.
Make it stop make it stop.
MAKE IT STOP.

I laid on the bed bare naked. Feeling dirty and numb. The man had already left and gave Eric an extra 20.
My boyfriend stepped into the room and kissed my forehead. "Thanks babe now I can go gamble some tonight to celebrate."
I looked at Eric with tearful eyes and quivering lips. Words finally escaped my mouth as he out walked the door.

"How could you..."