we sat down and talked shit, gossiped and just chatted, for hours. I didn't know what to think of it at the time, and honestly, i still don't.
You're one of my best friends, guy friends.
But my friends are telling me
'its obvious that he likes you'
and idk if thats true or not.
but i truly don't want to find out.
some friends are even telling me that i might like you.
i dont want that to happen.
i don't.
you know why?
every story you've told me about all the girls you've went out with. have all ended either badly, or you just went all...weird.
and shit, i don't want that to happen.
i don't wanna be played.
fucked over.
pissed off.
but most of all, i don't wanna lose a friend. i don't wanna lose you just because theres a slight chance we could be together.
shit. i cant see us together. sorry. if you DO actually like me. i cant. i know its dumb. but even though you're taller than me. you're younger.
just by a bit.
but i don't know. it feels weird. you're a friend. i don't wanna lose that to a few ideas and a little bit of stupidity that maybe, possibly leads to us going out. i'm not risking that
