~Taylors POV~
when i walked into the kitchen i sure as hell didnt want Harry to hear this conversation so i made sure the door was shut.
my mum started to speak "Tay?"
"yes mum?"
"i think you should tell him i mean he is you best friend?"
"Mum can we just leave it,he is leaving tomorrow and if i tell him he will not leave so i am putting a strong front up so he doesn't see anything wrong with me"
"he will find out you have never kept anything from him,please Tay?"my dad spoke softly
"Mum,dad please i know what i am doing,he has allways wanted to do this and now he is doing this for me and him" yea i wanted to adution as well but i am to nervous and shit like that.Now i cant anyway so i dosnt really matter.
that was such a lie i don't know what i am doing i just know that harry cant find out until he has made it or until i am gone..i was walking back to go see Harry,he was in the middle of putting in the chick flick.I didn't get a chance to see what one so i just sat on the couch and just looked at harry thinking how we arnt going to have these movie day/nights anymore.
"Taylor?"Harry whispered just loud enough for me to hear him
"yea Harry?'i spoke just the same way
"are you going to miss me when i am gone?''
"harry edward styles what kind of question is that,of course i am going to miss you,i mean who wouldn't miss thous curls"
"i dont really want to go i think i might just stay"
"what the fuck harry are we really going to have this conversation,why wouldn't you this is your dream everything we have been throw you all ways wanted to be a singer and now you have the chance to do that even if it means leaving me or your mum behind we are going to be here when you get back and i will make sure i take care of her ha ha.I know you are going to miss it here but think of the life you are going to possibly have if you go tomorrow?think of all the opportunity's you will have and how proud you will make me and your family,i will be watching the T.V every Saturday sitting thinking oh my god that's my best friend there but there is only way that i am letting you leave me is if you pinky swear to me that you will never forget me or where you come from!?"
"i only wanted a simple yes no answer haha but of course how could i forget the most important person in my life"
that was it he started the tears i got kind of sobbed bot am i going to miss this dear boy so much
"you need another important person,because i am not going to be here for long"i whispered so quite so i don't think he heard thank god,he just pulled me into a big bear hug we ended up just staying like that for the rest of the night just watching random movies
~Harrys POV~
i was sitting not paying attention to what was happing and then i remembered shit!how could i forget it no no no no no prom i promised tay i would take her its next month i am such a bad person,i looked down at taylor her head was on my chest.I couldn't take this i cant do this to her not now i just told her that i am leaving for the X-Factor and the process is 2 months long ahhh
"i am ssssoooo sorry taylor i didnt mean it"
"didn't mean what?"
"i am not going to be her for prom"
~Talors POV~
"i am not going to be her for prom"
now i don't have a date to the prom,its okay thou because i probably wont be well enough to go to the prom anyway,but what do i tell harry
"aww its okay hazza i don't think i was going to go anyway"
"yea you where because you where going to me?"
"yea i WAS going to but since you arnt going any more so either am i "
thats it Taylor play it cool he wont suspect a thing
"why don't you find someone else to go with you?"
"really harry? you are the only boy i talk to if i do go i will go with jessica or poppy,okay don't worry about me okay ?"
"okay as long as you dont worry about me?"
"deal,anyway hazza you need your sleep"
"okay"
he just started to lay down on the couch
"what are you doing styles?"
"what does it look like,i am going to sleep"
"get up you monkey"
"why where are you taking me?"
"my bedroom,not like that you perv"
he is up to something,he all ways sleeps in my room and i all ways sleep in his.
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Why can't i just tell him!
Teen FictionWell let me tell you a story About a girl and a boy. He told me i was his Bestfriend and Nothing and Noone would ever change that, He told me that he would never let anyone come between us, He told me he wouldn't know what he would do if he lost me...
