Joey's POV
Why. Why is his small body like that? Who hurt him? Wait.. Why do I care. He's just a fling, and then I'll out him. But look he's so innocent. Shit. What am I going to do? What if I actually fall for his adorable face with his hair falling out of his beanie.. Or his cute freckles sprinkled on the bridge of his nose. All these thoughts raced through my mind in a matter of seconds, while I stared at him with my jaw hanging down.
He got off me and ran. Fuck. Please don't leave. I hurried and jumped out my car locking the doors as I chased after him "Asher! Wait!" I followed the small trail of tears that we're left on the sidewalk.
I soon caught up to him. Damn that boy is fast. I saw a small boy on the curb. His beanie covering all of his beautiful hair. His perfect sparkling eyes, red and puffy. Who did this? I'll kill them. They hurt this perfect person in front of me. Wait. Am I actually checking him out? I forced myself to stop and I blushed shaking my head. I can't I have to follow the plan, or else they'll kill me.
I slowly crept up to him and sat next to his small body. I looked at him staring at his phone and sobbing. Is he being bullied?! Rage flashed through me and I stiffened. Stop. He's just a hook up for your own skin. I wrapped my arms around him gently. I held this small boy close to my body. He flinched at first and went stiff, but soon after he accepted it and relaxed into me. The only sounds I heard were his small sniffles.
I lifted his chin up and kissed every inch of his face gently before I kissed his lips gently. "Ash.. " I cooed out soft. I felt him stir and his eyes flashed fear. He made a small whimpering noise before trying to escape my arms. I pulled him closer rubbing his back. "It's okay I won't hurt you.. " I whispered softly.
After a few minutes of him crying on my shirt I pulled back, "Who did this to you?" He shook his head. "Please Ashy tell me."
"I'm fine its nothing" He said in a small voice. Then he flinched. Why is someone hurting him. He's so amazing. I lo- what the fuck no no no. He's a hook up I just need to deflower him. Then out him to the school. Fuck. I don't want to. I want to protect him. I can't though. I have to hurt him
I lifted his chin up again and kissed him hard. Please, hear my thoughts. Don't kiss me back. Say you want to go back. Say you don't want to see me again. He kissed back. Fuck Asher.. Why. He tasted like tears. I'm so sorry.
I pulled him into my lap and kissed him deeper. Licking and tugging at his bottom lip. He kept stubbornly denying me entrance. I growled and gripped his ass and squeezed it. He gasped and I took this moment to shove my tongue in his mouth.
He pouted against the kiss and I smirked. Rolling my hips up against his. I felt his, not so little, problem. Damn this small fragile boy has a big package for his size. I slowly broke the kiss and pulled him back to the car. He followed whimpering and pouting, I assumed it was from me breaking the kiss. Oh how wrong I was.
I opened the passenger door and put the seat in a laying down position. I got in and pulled him on top of me. He grinded gently against me before I could even close the door. I groaned loudly. "Fuck" I sat up pinning him against the dashboard. I moved my hips upward causing him to let out a soft moan. I smirked and kissed his neck leaving hickeys at every spot. I felt him more than heard him moan when I kissed right under his ear. His sweet spot. Jackpot. I kept kissing and biting there, the hickey became so dark and big it looked like someone punched him.
He whimpered. "T.. Touch me.. P.. Please" His voice came out small and pleading. It must be throbbing by now. I teased him through his pants until he was whimpering. "P.. P.. Ngg.. Please! Ngg"
I slowly pulled down his black, ripped faded jeans and played with his member through his boxers. Fuck I might bottom for him... I looked up, and saw his face contorted in pleasure. His cute little nose scrunched up. His eyes closed. His head tilted back. His soft pink lips parted slightly, soft adorable moans escaping. I pulled him and kissed him again. God my lips are going to be swollen. I don't care as long as it's from him.
I can't go through with it. He's too fragile. I stopped and laid back. "Sorry I can't finish you off." He looked tears filling his eyes.
"W.. Why? Is it cause I'm fat.. Or cause I'm ugly. I repulse you. Don't I?! I do!" His eyes flashed sadness, his voice sounded broken. He climbed off me and stood outside. Before sitting down holding his knees to his chest and he cried.
"No! That's not it!" I sat up and got out bending over him. "I just.. I can't.. I don't want to steal your innocence like this." I told in a small voice, a partial truth. Not bad.
"Take me back to school.." He mumbled softly and put earbuds in his ear, fixing his pants. He looked everywhere but me, his eyes filled with pain.
I sighed "Alright.." I got into the drivers seat by climbing over the center console. He got in after me and stared out his window. Please.. Don't be mad.. You're perfect. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want you to hurt anymore. I just want you to be happy. You can't be with me. I'm sorry.
I heard a soft ping come from his phone, and his face lit up then before he even checked it, went back to sad and he ignored it.AN: // O.o wow look at me updating within 24 hours of the last. Who's behind Joey's actions. How does Asher feel?
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RomanceAsher is a small closeted gay teenager. His life is filled with chaos at every turn. Will Joey be his savoir or his demise in the end?