Loved {VMIN FF}

Chapter 9: L

{a/n: to my dear readers, this chapter will be alot shorter than the other parts.. Maybe because I'm struggling with ideas for this?? Only four chapters left and I still don't know how to end.. 😭😭}

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Author's P.O.V.

When Jungkook finally woke up, he saw Jimin staring at the window of the infirmary..

'Jimin??'

The smaller looked at him with his puffy eyes and reddish nose.. He definitely cried for God knows how long..

'Kookie.. /came closer/ Thanked God you're awake..'

'What happened?? Why am I here?? Am I dreaming or something?? Maybe I'm dead??' Jungkook looked around to find a room with white walls and white curtains.. He must be dead cause Jimin talked to him with those caring expressions..

'You're still alive, Pabo.. You're just here at the infirmary after you lost your consciousness from chasing after me.. /cupped his cheeks/ Are you alright now?? Did it hurts somewhere?? Should I call the doctor??'

'No..' He simply replied. 'Just seeing you here feels better..'

'You're talking as if I'm a God or something like that..'

'You may not be a God, but you're my angel.. /smiles/ I hope you will let me explain myself now..' Jungkook held his hand. 'Jimin please..'

'You don't have to.. Jin already told me everything.. But Kookie, why do you have to stay there?? You can always come back here and start anew.. We can help you.. /laced their hands together/ I can help you if you just let me..' He whisper yelled.

'I don't want you to worry about me.. /sighs/ Breaking up with you is the most painful decision I made in my entire life.. Maybe that's the main reason why I taught myself how to drink.. IT CAN MAKE ME FORGET ABOUT US EVEN FOR A MOMENT.. /sobs/ But I wished I didn't.. I wished that I can change my past and choose you instead.. I'm so sorry, Jimin.. I'm really sorry for what I've done..'

Jimin smiled bitterly after hearing Jungkook apologize for his mistakes.. Even if he cry for a millionth time, he can't change what's done..

'I already forgive you, Kookie.. I know that it was a hard choice to make but I really do.. Thanks to Taehyung.. /smiles/ He made me realize that hating you won't do any good for me.. I just have to accept the painful truth and move on.. Now, I'm way happier with him than being just his best friend..'

Jungkook choke out of words the moment he knew the truth.. He was too late for Jimin..

'M-may I know if you love him more than just a best friend?'

'I do.. /sighs/ I love him more than myself now.. Thanks to him, I'm SAVED. '