Loved {VMIN FF}

Chapter 7: F

Author's P.O.V.

When his friend Bambam asked Jimin to be a substitute in his music class for two weeks, he was totally doomed.. To be able to teach 7 sections in one day for highschoolers, and another 5 hours for his college students is both exhausting and troublesome..

He was just lucky that Taehyung got his driver's licence last week and now he was able to drive him home after his class..

'Is Bambam sick?? Why does he have to take a leave??' Taehyung asked with kinda annoyed expression.

'He wasn't.. He just have to go back to his place and take care of his mother who got hospitalized after she injured herself..' Jimin explained.

'I was worried about you more.. You're taking too much work.. What will happen if you get sick?? I might kill someone for giving you such burden..'

'Don't worry Taetae, I'm fine.. Promise..'

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The following day, Jimin came to the school half-asleep.. He knew where he was going to, but his vision is kinda blurry, making him trip at the stainless trash bin at the garden..

As soon as he hits the ground, a lonely memory flashes in his mind..

'Just leave me alone Kookie..' He looked away.

'What are you saying?? Why are you acting like this?? Did I do something to upset you??' He cupped the smaller's cheek but Jimin eventually slapped it away.

'/scoffed/ Stop pretending Kookie.. It's not working now..'

'What?!'

'Do you think I wouldn't know?? Do you think it is better if you hide the truth?? Was lying to me about your scholarship satisfying, Kookie?? I thought you were going to study here with me.. I thought you will never leave me.. Then why now, huh?! /glares at him/ Wasn't my efforts enough?! Wasn't our relationship enough for you to stay?? Is this what you're gonna tell me later?? TELL ME!!' Jimin screams..

'Yes..' He simply replied.

'Why?! WHY?!!!' Jimin gripped the latter's arms.. 'Why can't you choose me for once?? Why do you have to decide on your own?? I am your boyfriend, Kookie!! And I have all the rights to know..'

'I tried so hard to refuse their offer, Minnie!! I tried so hard to forget about my dreams because of YOU!! But I can't!! I can't lose my only chance to be on TOP!!' Jungkook exclaimed. 'I needed this to achieve my goal, Minnie.. I hope you understand.. /lowered his head/ I-I can't disappoint my parents, cause I don't want them to disown me.. /teary eyed/ Please don't hate me.. I-I don't know what to do anymore..' He bit his lower lip and started crying.

'So, in the end, you still choose them over me.. OVER our relationship for the past two and a half years..' He tried so hard not to cry but he failed. 'Then what will happen to us now, Kookie?? What will happen to our promises that we won't leave each other??'

'We can still have our relationship.. But for now, I need to fly to Boston.. Long distance relationship won't hurt right?? Am I right??' Jungkook said while giving him a genuine smile.

'But I want you to stay.. I want you to be with me all the time.. Please Kookie, choose me..' Jimin pleaded. 'I-I can work for both of us.. Just don't go..'

'I can't.. I already signed the scholarship contract.. Please Minnie, don't make it hard for me too.. I love you so much that it hurts..'

'THEN FIGHT FOR ME, JUNGKOOK!! I WANT YOU TO FIGHT FOR ME.. I ALWAYS FIGHT FOR YOU WHENEVER THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WANTED TO BREAK US APART.. NOW DO IT FOR ME TOO.. DON'T LEAVE ME..' Jimin knelt down and looked up to him. 'Kookie please..'

Jungkook released himself from the latter's embrace and went back to his mentors and coach..

'I'm sorry Minnie, but this is more important to me.. Let's break up.. Goodbye, Park Jimin..'

Tears fell down his cheeks as the memories keep flashing like a nightmare in his peaceful night.. The pain was still there and the worst part of it: He can't forget the person who hurts him the most..

'Why do I have to meet you in the first place? /sobs/ YOU RUINED MY LIFE, JEON JUNGKOOK!! YOU ARE THE REASON WHY MY PARENTS DISOWN ME!! YOU LET ME FALL HARD, BUT IN THE END, YOU DIDN'T EVEN CATCH ME.. I HATE YOU JEON!! I HATE YOU SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS!!!'

He keep blabbering his thoughts to himself.. For him, it was a better way than hiding.. He used to be happy with him.. He used to be the Park Jimin who loves by many.. But, because of Jeon Jungkook, people started to change and eventually left him.. Only Taehyung stayed and help him move on..

While he was alone, a young man on a wheelchair came closer and offered him a handkerchief..

'Crying wasn't that bad, but for someone as beautiful as you, it feels like the world is also mourning from so much pain.. Why are you crying, angel??'

Jimin only shook his head and didn't say a word. He was so done in self-pity and anger..

'Are you a new teacher here??'

'No, I was just a substitute for my friend.. He was the one working here..' Jimin replied although he was still looking at the ground.

'You should enjoy the blue sky more instead of the grassy ground.. Life has so much to offer for a young man with angelic face like you..'

Jimin chuckles a little.. Even if he hasn't seen the other's face, he knew that the boy is good..

'By the way I'm Park Jimin.. And you are —' By the time he looked up to the man infront of him, he was shocked.. It was the last person he wanted to see in his lifetime..

'J-jimin..'

'Jeon... Jeon Jungkook..'