Bad Love? Butters Stotch x Reader

4

"What's love"

I thought I had asked a simple question until I realized Kenny couldn't exactly put words to my question.

"Well its.... Its... A feeling? Why? Do you think you love someone?" He says "no I just want to know what human emotions are like" I say.

Kenny pov.
If I say it she'd say no but she has human emotions she just can't see it. I also can see that she likes someone but I'm not sure who though.

Mackey came back into the room. "Yea I'm sure that enough time for you, ok now run along to class m'kay" he says and I nod getting up. I held a hand to y/n but she rejected and got up and left before I did.

Y/n pov.
I sat in my spot not making eye contact with no one even if they asked what happened or why I was called there.

~time skip to the end of the day~

"Hey y/n!" I hear butters yell. Feeling a smile apear on my face I quickly go back to my same straight face. "Hi butters" I say "can I walk you home?" He asks "yes you may" I say "y/n!! Come on were going!" I hrar Kyle yell "no I'm going with butters" I say and we start walking.

"I got grounded again" he says "again?" I say and he nods "for what?" I look at him "hanging out with you" he says looking down. "Your parents are idiots" I say looking forward. "Y/n! Don't say that they can probably hear you" he says "eh" is what I say as we approach my house. "Well see you later butters" I say.

"Bye y/n" he says and walks away. I open the door and take my shoes off "y/n? Why were you not home right away?" Sheila asks "I walked home with butters ma'am" I say sounding innocent "oh ok then" she says and walks away "your brothers ar in their room, kyle has friends over" she adds.

"Ok" is all I say and walk up stairs. As I go to open my door I hear "so how is it having a sister?" Which I'm guessing was Stan "it sucks! She's weird! I hope one day her parents take her back like what happened to Ike" Kyle says. I walk to his door and kick it open.

"Lucky for you that will never happen" I say and they look at me shocked. I stare at them and finally one speaks "w-why?" Stan stutters "dead." I say and walk away. "Dude what the fuck!?" I hear Kyle yell "oh my god!" Kenny yells.

I enter my room and sit at my desk. Not knowing someone entered "your parents are dead?" I hear Stan say. "Yes" I say taking a pencil and pretend to write something. "Burned down house is how" I say before he said something. "The cause? Drunken neighbor" I say to him not saying it was me.

"That's...sad" he says "but that was a long time ago I've gotten over it" I say taking out a orange crayon. I turn and meet his blue eyes "oh..." He then throws up onto the floor. "That was unexpected" I say looking at the vomit. "Oh no" is all he says "ill get Sheila" I say and walk out to find her.

I spot her in the kitchen "Stan puked on the floor" I say and she looks at me "what?" "Stan puked on my floor" I say "ill go clean it" she says and I walk up to Ike's room. "Hello?" He says turning around "hello Ike" I say entering his room "what are you doing" I say looking down "painting" he says and drags the paint brush on the sheet.

Ike was painting teletubbies so I left him alone.

After Sheila cleaned the puke Stan apologized a lot about puking on my floor I told him it was fine then he had to go and it was night time. And dinner had started.

~Dinner Time~

"So how was everyone's day?" Gerald asks "it was ok" Kyle says "same" Ike says "I thought it was great" I say eating. "You sure? I got a call saying you pushed a girl" Sheila says "it was the wrong person" I say "is this true?" She says looking at Ike and Kyle.

Looking at them I gave them a look where if they told ill do something big. "It wasn't her I seen it happen" Kyle says "Ike?" Gerald says "she slipped" Ike replies. "I guess that park just isn't safe no more Gerald" Sheila says and they have a conversation of their own.

"Finished! May I go to my room?" I ask and Sheila nods "I am to" Kyle says and I place my plate in the sink. I went up to my room "who are you?" Kyle says "well I'm y/n!" I say looking at him. "No I need to know who you really are" he says "My name was Y/n L/n, I'm 9 years old" I say looking at him.

"Now if you mind I have business of my own to attend" I say walking up to him. "Please leave" I say pushing him out the door "w-wait! I-" I closed the door on his face.

I didn't do much mostly just sat in there thinking through on my day.

Then I went to sleep or so Sheila thought...

·×·

I put a black mask on my face and grabbed my black mittens and put on a black sweater. I'm sneaking out, I want to meet this professor chaos and see if he's actually chaos as butters explained.

I open the window seeing the tree is pretty close so slowly climb onto the branch. I leave my window open so I can get in when I get back. I climb down the tree and look at my watch on my wrist. I have exactly 6 hours before I should be back. I'm out by 11 and should be back by 5 at least.

I make my way down the sidewalk staying in the shadows. I was in an alley when I heard a swoosh noise so I look up to see a shadow leap from a building to another. "Who are you" a deep voice says so I turn around fast to meet blue eyes. "None of your concern" I say making my voice change.

"Are you a new hero or villain" he says glaring into my eyes "if you sat it like that then I am a villain" I say to him "do you work for chaos?" He asks "chaos? No I'm a free villain" I say crossing my arms. "But I am looking for a chaos" I say and his glare gets more intense.

He just left. I then look for any places that may be like a chaos spot... But I didn't I stumbled across the real deal.

"Haha this is so evil!" He yells while switching people mail. Evil? Sure not buddy... "Are you professor chaos?" I say making him jump "huh? Oh yes I am!" He says "who are you!" He says pointing at me "for now call me v/l (villain name)" I say to him "well are you here to stop me?" He says.

"No I'm here to see destruction and it seems like nothing" I say "aw man I really though switching peoples mail was chaos" he says sounding disapointed. Seeing him reminded me of someone but who? Cant be Kenny.

"Do you know destruction?" He asks and I nod "would you like to join me" he says "no unfortunately I will not. I am my own villain" I say "maybe in the future" I add. "It was nice seeing you" he says sounding sweetly familiar.

I just nod and run away from there and back to home. Just 2 hours early before morning. I climbed up the tree into my window and took my sweater, mittens, and mask off. I laid in my bed looking at the ceiling.

After running my heart felt like it was going to break my chest open. But as I felt fine my heart still wanted to break my chest and pop out like a firework show on the 4th of July.

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Sorry if this chapter was weird or ye...