One Direction One Shots

Poor Hazza~Narry/Niam (Part 3)

Louis POV

I sat on Harry's bed. Watching his every move. He was on the floor, tossing a ball in the air. "Stop staring, Boobear," he stated. "I'm worried, Hazza. You haven't talked to any of the other lads in days," I sighed. "I know. Why don't we invite them over for movies tonight?" he asked, happiness filling his words. I nodded and went to call them. I didn't understand how Harry was taking this so well. I would have been in pieces on the floor. Oh, my poor Hazza.

Harry's POV

I watched as Lou left the room. When he was gone I buried my head in hands. Niam was a hit with the fans. Everyone thought they were perfect. It had been a few months since Niall's realization. We had a break for a while, so I had stayed in my room for most of it. I know they were probably worried about me, but I couldn't handle this. I had been thinking of ending my life, but I couldn't. That might ruin the lads careers. I couldn't do that to them.

I stood from my spot, walking to the bathroom. The mirror in front of me didn't lie. It told me just how ugly I was. I how horible I looked. I had never been insecure, but when I fell for Niall it just kind of happened. One day I was standing here, and I just thought I was unattractive. I bowed my head, and clung to the edge of the sink. "Oh, Harry," I heard a whisper behind me. "Why doesn't he love me, Lou? I thought maybe I had a chance that night but..." I couldn't finish my sentence as a violent sob came from my mouth. I felt his arms around me. He whispered comforting things in my ear. "Come on, the lads will be here soon," he whispered. I quieted slightly. "No," I whispered. He sighed. "We can't cancel now, Haz. I understand your hurting, but you'll ruin the band this way," he stated. I knew he was right, so I washed my face and shook out my curls.  He put a hand on my back and we walked to the main room.

Soon enough the lads were all here, I curled up to Louis when I saw that Niall and Liam sat on the love seat. Zayn sat on the chair, while Lou and I were on the couch. He stroked my back comfortingly. "It's nice to see Harry out of his room," Niall said, trying to lighten the mood. "Yeah, it took ages for me to peel the cobwebs off his body," Louis joked. We all cracked up. This was how it should be. I shouldn't be so jealous. But I was, I wouldn't let anyone but Louis know though. "So, what are we going to watch?" Liam asked. "Batman?" Louis asked eagerly. "I wanted Toy Story 3!" Liam complained. "We watched that last night. Why don't we watch Batman tonight?" Niall whispered to Liam, just loud enough for us to here. I cringed and Louis wrapped an arm around me. Something turned in my stomach when they kissed, and before I knew it I was kneeling in front of the toilet. Lou was behind me, rubbing my back. "Oh, Harry. Why did I let this happen to you?" he whispered. "Is he alright?" Liam's voice came from the doorway. "Yeah, Li. It probably just has a bug. Nothing much," Lou sighed. "He wasn't like this at first," Liam insisted. I shrugged Louis hand off, and stood. I wash my mouth out. I was guided to my room, but I didn't know who was leading me. I was layed down in my bed, and finally saw his face.

Niall stood above me, tears in his eyes. "Harry? Please tell me this isn't my fault," he whispered. "I can't lie to you," I stated in a soft voice. "Harry, tell me how to make it better! I will, you just have to tell me!" he whimpered. I wrapped my arms around him, pulling him down to me. "I told you I was fine just being your shoulder to cry on? Just try not to kiss him in front of me," I chuckled slightly. "No, I want to make it better!" he stated fiercely. "Go, Niall. Li is waiting for you," I gently pushed him away. "No," he grabbed my face and slammed his lips to mine. For a moment I just let go, I got lost in the feel of his soft lips. Then, I pictured Liam crying. I pushed him away. "No, Nialler, we can't do this," I stated softly. Get out, Niall, now. Your just tormenting him. It's cruel," Louis' cold voice cam from the door. Niall looked up. "Make me," he whispered. Louis looked to me, and I shook my head. "He kissed you, Harry! He doesn't even take your feelings into consideration! And what about Liam?" Louis shouted. "He was trying to make everything better," I sighed. "Well, he isn't doing a good job at it," Louis sighed. "I'm sorry," Niall whimpered from the ground. "It's alright, Ni. I think it's time for you to go home though," Lou sighed. "I want to stay with Harry," he whispered. "Why?" Lou sighed. "Because the feeling is better when I kiss Harry," he whimpered. "Are you saying you love me?" I asked hopefully. "I don't know, but I like it when you kiss me," He shrugged. "Oh, fine. But you have to break up with Liam!" Lou snapped. Niall walked over, and cuddled up to me. "I love you," I whispered, kissing his forhead. I was just about to fall asleep when the door opened.

Liam walked in, sadness on his face. Niall stood and walked over to him. "You love him," Liam sighed. "I'm not sure," Niall whispered, reaching out to touch his face. "Please, Niall, it's obvious. It's okay, I still love Danielle," Liam smiled softly. "Really? Thank you, Li," Niall whispered. "I'll go before Harry wakes up," Li mumbled. Niall was soon curled up at my side again. "I know your awake, Hazza," he whispered. "I didn't mean to eavesdrop," I mumbled. "It's alright," he murmured. "Can I kiss you?" I asked him. He nodded, and I placed my lips back on his. We pulled away after a moment. "I love you," he whispered. "I love you more," I grinned. Maybe love wasn't so bad. Maybe. just maybe it would be the best thing that had happened to me. All I knew was that I was in love, and I was enjoying every second of it. Maybe our start had been rocky, but know I don't care. I don't care that he hurt me. I don't care that he broke me. I don't care that he loved another. I cared that know he was in my arms.