"You don't mind that I'm going, do you?" Liam asked. Don't leave. "No, why would I?" I laughed. "You just look a bit sad, Lou, that's all," Liam smiled caringly. Because I'm in love with you. "I'm not sad!" I exclaimed. Liam laughed. He had such a beautiful laugh. "I got to go now. Bye, Lou," he smiled, and jogged out the door. We were supposed to hag at my place tonight. But he forgot and made plans with Dani.
I picked up my phone and dialled a number. "Hey, boobear! Aren't you supposed to be with Liam?" Harry answered after the first ring. "He had plans with Dani, but it doesn't matter. I figured you could come over instead?" I asked hopefully. "I wish I could, Boo. But I have a date tonight," guilt colored his voice. "Oh, it's alright, Hazza. I can spend a night by myself," I laughed slightly. "Alright, well, I have to go. I'll text you later," He replied hurriedly. "Bye," I whispered.
No one knew. No one knew I loved Liam. I stared at the lighter in front of me. I could do it. I could light this whole flat on fire, and make it look like an accident. I won't be missed to bad. The band can carry on with out. The fans might be a little sad at first, but they'll get over it. They'll get over me. I just can't take this anymore. I love him, and this is my only escape. I need to write a few letters. First Niall's.
Dear Nialler,
Hey, Nialler. I know this is really sad, but you'll make it through this. I promise. Just don't stop smiling. I know this may be a shock. To know that I set the fire on purpose. But it's okay. I wanted it.
I have to tell you why now, don't I? It's because I'm in love. With Liam. Yes, our band mate. It started out as a small crush, but it's gotten bigger since then. Don't blame him though. It's not his fault. Please don't tell anyone, but the lads about this letter. I love you. I want you to find you're perfect girl, okay? Be happy. Forget me.
Love, Louis
Now Zayn's.
Dear Bradford Bad Boi,
Hey, Zaynie! Yes, this is a letter from Louis, don't look so surprised. You knew something was wrong, you tried to help. But I didn't want help, I wanted this. You won't be as shocked as the others to find out I did this on purpose, but you will still want to know why.
I'm in love with Liam. My heart is his. Don't blame him though, it's my fault not his. I want you to comfort the boys. You'll stay strong, I know you will. Just take care of the others, don't let Liam pretend he's okay. I know he does that in the situations. And when you feel sad about me, talk to Harry. He'll comfort you, and you'll cry together. I'm sorry I had to do this. I know you wanted to help me, and I know you might try to blame yourself for not getting me to crack. But it's okay. I promise. I'm happy now. Please don't tell anyone, but the lads, about this letter. I love you.
Love, Louis
Now Harry's.
Dear Hazza,
Hey, Hazzabear. This is going to be hard for you to hear, but I did this on purpose. I set the fire by myself. It's okay, because the last voice I heard was yours and that makes me happy. Don't worry about crying, it's okay to cry. Don't shut yourself off. Talk to Zayn when you're sad, just open up to him. Make Zarry, the new Larry. I always was a secret Zarry shipper.
Now, I bet you're sobbing and can barely see by know, but I'm going to tell you why I did this. So dry up your tears so you can see. I'm in love. With a guy. In the band. It's Liam. I just couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't handle hearing about Dani and how beautiful she was. All of the fans think they're going to get married. It just killed me on the onside. Don't take your anger about the sitiation out on him though. Because I will haunt you if you do. You can't start crying just yet, either because I have a few more thing's to say. Please don't tell anyone, but the lads, about this letter. I love you. I want you to find that girl for you. Whether she's thirty or two years older then you. I just want you to be happy. Be happy for me, Hazza.
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One Direction One Shots
FanfictionJust a collection of One Direction one shots. There are a few about the bromances. Not all of them are. Tell me if you want me to write a one shot for you. I'll be happy to. Xo Sarabeth