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I actually hated it with some kind of raging blaze,
Indescribable but like an inferno.
So when I saw her walking with another and pondered in my endlessly dreary thoughts that melted at my core (and not in a good way) I realized that perhaps not sadness, but jealousy.
But don't worry, the school year’s about to end and this was bound to come whether you like it or not.
And I'm looking around and realizing that the only reason I'm not secluded was because of them, and seeing that I am all alone except for the usual commentary from a friend's side.
And I'm like, what? When did this happen? I thought we were here, together, you and me, take over over the world with our power.
But I guess I was wrong. I truly do not understand. I cannot understand and it is so truly aggravating to me.
So now the familiar soundness of restful peace and quiet begins to set in, that serenity of beautiful silence. It's beautiful emptiness that waves hello and threatens to pull me in the nothingness again.
And I wave back to the gravitational pull, but I haven't let go yet, I know it. When will I?
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Accounts of (a) Probably-Not-So-Normal Teenager(s)
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