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Chapter 32

=1 year later= Namjoon's POV=

I really need to find the pink journal. 1 year had passed already! What am I going to do? I really need help from these guys. I went out of my room and I began searching.

Suddenly, I saw a pink journal inside Tae's room. I grabbed it and went back to my room.

"This might be it." I whispered to myself. I opened the pink journal. It was.. our memories. Sandra I miss you so much. Suddenly I saw two letters in it. I read it;

Namjoon,

HI buddy! I hope that you are doing fine. I really miss you. To be honest, I am not Sheena, I'm Sandra, your bestfriend. I missed you so much. I want to say this but I feel like I dont just because of your attitude. You changed a lot. I think puberty really hitted you so hard. Your voice is so deep, you've grown taller, and you got thinner. I missed the old you. I hope that someday, you would remember me as a bestfriend and not as an IDIOT. I'm sorry if I was pretending. I dont want to reveal to the others that we are bestfriends from before. Also you are my first love. Hope you'll find the girl that really deserves your love.
Hey RM, hope you live your life. Dream big. Follow your heart. Make me proud. Saranghae.

Always and forever,
Park Sandra ♡ ♡ ♡.

Then I read the last one.

Namjoon,

      I am really sorry. I dont want to hurt your feelings. I know you are shocked right now. I am really sorry that I gave the journal to Taehyung. I dont want to remember the past anymore. Its driving me crazy. Since I have seen you so happy with these guys, I think its better for you to forget the past also. I lost hope. I really thought its all over again. I know this is really wrong. Namjoon, please dont be mad at me. It is the only way I could tell the truth. I am too shy. Please dont find me.

Your friend,
Park Sandra♡♡♡

I placed the journal on my desk. I am such an idiot. I should've known that before. How could she say that to me? My heart, ouch. It hurts. I have to find her before its too late. But how am I suppose to find her when she's far away?

Suddenly I heard a knock on my door. I opened it. It was Taehyung. I slightly punch his shoulder.

"You such an Idiot! Pabo!" I yelled at him. He knelt down. I force him to stand but he wont.

"I am so sorry Namjoon. I was just doing what Sandra told me." He said. He slowly stood up. I felt guilt inside me.

"We need to find her." I said.

"But how?" V said. He was breathing heavily.

I remained silent. I really dont know how. I want to hug her right now. I am not sure if I'm angry or not. I want to see her.

How is she?

■Sandra's POV■

I ate the meal that was served by Jessie. Suddenly when   I stood up I felt dizzy. I fell onto the ground. Did Jessie place something in it?  and I fainted.

*Few hours later*

I woke up and I was all tied up. Both of my feet and hands are tied up. I tried to take the rope out but it budge.

I am struggling. I couldnt feel my feet. I looked around. It was dim. I saw Jessie at the corner. She was looking at me. I gave her a dirty look.

"Why am I all tied up?" I asked Jessie. She shrugged her shoulders. I saw Janna at the corner, he was eating a bubble gum. It reminds me of Jin.

"Well, well, well. Look what we have here." I heard a familiar voice from the distance.

"Boss, we did what you told us." Jessie bowed in front of the familiar lady.

"Good job Jessie. You desreve a treat from me." The lady said. She stepped into the light. It was-- Debora. She came out from prison, what a lovely suprise?! I thought we were fair.

"D-De-Debora?" I was panicing. She might hurt me again. I have to stay strong.

"Yes it is I, the one and only Deborah. Long time no see Sandra." She gave an evil laugh. Which made me laugh too.

She rolled her eyes. Then she went closer to me. She crunched her knuckles and punched me on he face.

"I promised myself while I'm in the stinky prison that I'll take revenge on you. And here I am punching my old enemy." She continued punching. Every part of my body except for the soft once, hurts. I endured the pain.

I need someone to save me like literally right now!

Few minutes later, she stopped. She was tired. I spitted blood on the bed and gave her a smirk. I really hate this girl.

Then suddenly she grabbed something in her purse. It was a knife.  I have a bad feeling bout this.

She stabbed me. It hurts. Then she punch on where she stabbed the knife in. More blood went out.

"Screw you! Go to hell!" Finally I spoke in korean. Its the only thing that I could do so that the other guys wont understand. I really wish this day would end. I hate it!

"Yah, may I go to the comfort room for a while!" I said. Debora looked at me. She gave me a smirk again. Jessie took the tie. She accompanied me to the comfort room. She gave me the phone before letting me in.

"Please be careful Sandra. I'm a good person. I dont know why Debora always do these things. You should escape right now. Contact Namjoon. Tell him that we are in Daegu." She said. She isnt bad at all. She was just forced by Debora. I nodded.

I went inside. I saw a really large window. I smiled. The blood was still running out of my body. I opened the the window.

Without any second thoughts I went out of this stinky comfort room.

I struggled myself in walking. I saw a bus stop. I sat down on the bench and called Namjoon.

"Namjoon, Please save me. Help me. I'm here in Daegu." I said. I began to cry.

"Sandra? Are you alright? What happen?" He asked. Why does he have many questions? Did he found the pink journal? Shit! I'm happy for him.

"Debora, stabbed me with a knife and Jessie helped me to escape." I said.

"Shh, stop crying.  I'll be right there." He hunged up. I waited for him. I endured the pain. I cant breath properly. Tears went down my face. It hurts. I am bruised everywhere. Suddenly I fainted. I cant hold it much longer.

■Namjoon's POV, 2 hours later■

I am almost in Daegu. I drove as fast as I can.

Suddenly I saw a girl sitting down in the bus stop. I think its Sandra. I could see that she was covered with blood.

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