i went running to our suite.they have been looking for me they didnt went out waiting for me. i was so ashame i wanted to kill my self that i forgot the aproach nicolas did to me.when i entered i went to the room of the girls i had mixed emotions,love,shame,mad everything togehter.
i told the girls to get out i wanted to talk to nati i told her what happened and she was so shocked.she was omg why did you do that it was your chance to be in love again.to forget your break out with william.my ex i met him online then by casuality he transfered to our school.then he didnt recognize me becasue we never met in person.i met him by william too but didnt know it was my boyfriend.when he was in school he dated lots of girls still being my boyfriend until one day i found out it was my boyfriend and he was having two life.my heart was so broke up i never forget him although he called me back that he miss talking too him i couldt forget his double life.i hated i had too see him everyday in school,but after 5 months in school his dad got tranfered and he moved away i know about him because of my friend but he hasnt talk to me since then.
and jacob could be the same i know him how he is know.but i dont know how he is back in london i can do this i told nati
she said give him an oportunity at least you can see him again when you go to london and can get contacted not like me i once met the love of my life but i can never see him again his name was gale and he also lived in london"london boys are the best,best friend fall for same style person lol"i can believe it she said.
we were laughing.
then someone i think it was mad because he hit very hard hit the door and stepped in.it was nicolas i got very mad when i saw him.
what do you want i yelled at him.
i want natalia to go away and leave me alone with you we need to talk know - nicolas replied
i hate you i replied i dont wan t to talk to you,i loved you when we were younger know that i forget you and love someone else you decide to get jealous about my actions im not interested in you i dont want you to get into my business my life ok.we can be friends but thats it- isaid
he looked at me so touched in and got nearer and kissed me- i kissed him back but i felt so horrible-i stopped and slapped him and sat on the couch crying.
