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Desperate

"You seemed to know," yelled Hakyeon. "I knew you loved Ravi but I never thought you'd slept together," Leo said screaming as well. Hakyeon looked at him angrily. "Speak softly, we could be heard," Hakyeon murmured. "They are all out and Ravi is still in the studio to record his new composition," says Leo. Hakyeon sighed. He could not really blame Leo. The only person in fault was him. It was he who had made a mistake twice. "What do you plan to do now?» Leo asked in a quieter voice. " I do not know. Ravi barely speaks to me.» Hakyeon said. Leo nodded. "How did this happen? When?» Leo asked again. Hakyeon had no choice but to tell him the whole truth. He explained everything: from the moment he realized his mistake to Ravi's reaction. Leo seemed perplexed. " I do not understand. Ravi has a good tolerance to alcohol. He could have refused your advances but on the contrary, he followed you to your room and your bed. I do not know. Something is bothering me in this story, but I can understand your distress and I'm here if you need help, "said Leo.

Hakyeon sighed and hit his head on the table. He did not know what to do. This made his friend Won Geun laugh. He stroked his hair and put a drink in front of him. Hakyeon was grateful to him. "Why did i not fall in love with you instead of Ravi? It would be so much simpler, "said Hakyeon. Won Geun shook his head. "We're so alike that we can not go out together, and I'm already in a relationship," he says. Hakyeon shot him eyes. "You did not need to remind me of your recent happiness. Besides, how are things between him and you? Do you have .... you know what I mean, "said Hakyeon. "Thank you, I see how much you love me. You do not even make the effort to be happy for me, "said Won Geun sulking. Hakyeon took his hand as a sign of reconciliation. "Yes, I'm very happy for you, but you have to understand that I'm very worried about my situation," says Hakyeon. His friend gave him a smile of encouragement. "I'm fine, my lover too. We did not go to the next stage yet, but according to what you said, you and Ravi did it. So, tell me how was it?» Won Geun asked. It was Hakyeon's turn to sulk. "I do not even remember it. The only thing that confirms that we did it, is the pain I felt when I woke up. Otherwise, I have no memory of what happened that night.» Hakyeon said. "What a disappointment," said his friend. "Believe me, I'm the first one disappointed. It's a memory I should have cherished the rest of my life, "said Hakyeon.

Returning home, after meeting with his friend, Hakyeon felt better. He still did not know how to deal with the situation and Ravi, but he was happy to have the support of Leo and Won Geun. He must be strong. He had to find the courage to continue living and to protect the people he cared for. Opening the door of his room, he found a small box on his bed. Hakyeon opened it. There was an ointment and a message. "I went to the pharmacy and the pharmacist says that this ointment is good for relieving pain and healing anal wounds, so I'll leave it in case you need it," Hakyeon read. The letter was signed Ravi. Hakyeon wanted to cry. What was Ravi doing? Sometimes distant, sometimes protective. Hakyeon did not know how to read in him anymore. But one thing was sure, this gesture had just increased all the love he had for this man. No, it was impossible for him to ignore the love he showed to Ravi. He had to tell him. He had to talk to him.


Hmm ..... why not a chocolate cake topped with whipped cream for this time.