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Bad bye

His hope lasted only a few minutes. Hardly had he told Ravi that he felt better that Ravi had risen and left the room. Hakyeon felt lost. He did not know how to get close to Ravi again. Of course, it was all his fault. When he had begun to feel attracted to this man, he had initially denied the situation. He told himself that his love came from the fact that he and Ravi were close friends. From the time they trained to become idols, Ravi stood close to him and was his shield, his reason to keep his motivation. All the members knew that Ravi and him were inseparable. They used to play tricks, make small quarrels, but they were always there for each other at the right time. Hakyeon could take him in his arms when he needed affection, he could slip into bed at night and sleep tight against him. He could hear him repeat his rap scores. He was also his confidant and best friend. So, how do you do if overnight, this friendly love was transformed into real love where each gesture or touch of the other makes you want to melt and throw yourself in his arms? Hakyeon did not know how to do it. He did not know how to survive this new situation. So, he had ignored Ravi. He needed time to think. He needed time to forget his feelings and think about the future of his group. He was the leader. His group was to be the most important thing for him. At first, Ravi did not understand his distance and tried to make it verbalize, but Hakyeon had stood firm. He would not have do it, because, out of patience, Ravi had turned to Ken. Hakyeon thought he was going to die. Jealousy left him no respite.

The door of his room opened and four men entered the room. Ken threw himself on the bed and faced his leader. "The training is over. We brought you the recording so you could learn the choreography of the new songs, "says Ken. "The rhythm is faster than the hyde song, but the choreography is sexier than love me do," Hyuk said as he sat on the edge of the bed. "I thought I was going to die, the song does not give you time to breathe," Hongbin added. Hakyeon tried to offer a smile to his group members. He loved them all, even though at the moment he would have liked to be alone. Hakyeon met Leo's gaze as he stood in front of the door. The same look that made him want to hide under his blankets. "Are you feeling better hyung?» Ken asked. Hakyeon nodded. "We'll go out and buy food, do you want something easy to digest like soup, or do you want meat to give you energy?" Hyuk asked. Hakyeon pretended to think. "No need, we'll take what we find," Hongbin said, coaching the other members with him. He turned back to the door: "you know what we feel for you, right hyung?» He said with a smile before leaving the room. All that remained was Hakyeon and Leo.

"Speak up," says Hakyeon. He was tired of the silence between Leo and him. "I have nothing to say Hakyeon," said Leo. "Please do not pretend with me. Since this morning, you're looking at me strangely, so you know what happened, "says Hakyeon. Leo hesitated before answering. " This does not concern me. I'm just worried because you do not seem to be fine, "said Leo. Hakyeon would have wanted to deny the evidence. He wanted to be able to pretend, but he could not anymore. He felt the tears take possession of his face. "Leo, I think I'm cursed," he said, bursting into tears. Leo did not answer him. He sat on the edge of the bed and pulled Hakyeon into his arms. Without speaking, he cradled him in his arms to show him that he was there for him. That he would support him whatever happens. When Hakyeon dried his tears, he stood there staring at him without speaking. It was Hakyeon who spoke first. "I ... I did not plan that. I swear Leo that I did not plan to do that. I had decided to forget my feelings for Ravi. But I did not know that we would end up sleeping together. Now I am completely lost, "said Hakyeon. He saw Leo open his eyes wide. No .... Could it be that Leo does not know? So Hakyeon had just made the second biggest mistake. He was fucked.

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