It hurts more than expected - Original Story [YAOI]

Episode 01

His name was Kobayashi Hitoshi, and his life was about to end. He decided to let it end one month ago, but he just took the determination to commit suicide the 1st march. A special day for him and for his ex-boyfriend, the most important person for Kobayashi. 

Kobayashi grabbed the scissors and he approached them towards his neck. He was not afraid. He was not sweating nor trembling, he was just calm. Kobayashi knew his time had come and he couldn't turn back: the decision was made. There was just one thing bothering him: his ex, Hoshiki Umetarô. He didn't say him ''thank you'' when they broke up, and he regretted that most than anything else in his life.

Kobayashi letted out a sigh, he didn't notice he was holding his breath. A single tear fell down his cheek, as he said ''Farewell'' to no one. In that moment, someone knocked the door. Kobayashi dropped the scissors in the table and turned back to the door before asking:

''Who is it?'' with a doubting voice.

No one answered. Confused, Kobayashi opened the door and saw ''that person''. Hoshiki Umetarô. ''What is he doing here?'', he thought. 

''Go out'', Kobayashi said.

''No, I won't'', spoke Hoshiki.

Kobayashi was a little angry, but not to Hoshiki. He was mad with himself because he was very close to suiciding but he was still alive. He shouldn't had opened the door.

''What is this, Kobayashi? What does this mean?'', asked Hoshiki, pointing to the scissors in the table. ''I hope you were not thinking about dying or something like that. Right?''

Kobayashi didn't answer. He didn't want to talk with Hoshiki and he was about to cry. 

''Listen to me. I didn't mean you to die when I broke up with you. I love you and you know it. But we can't be together and you must accept it. I'm already tired of  this shit. I don't want to see you anymore!'', Hoshiki shouted. ''So please, stop doing things like this.''

More tears appeared in Kobayashi's eyes. He could not handle all of that alone. He was also tired, that's why he wanted to die and rest in peace.

''...I love you, Hoshiki. I can't understand why we can't be happy together. Is it because we're both men? Or because I dress like a girl?'', Kobayashi moaned, trying to dry up his tears.

''You know it's not because of that, you dumb.''

Hoshiki walked in the room and hugged Kobayashi softly. Kobayashi hugged him too and started crying in his shoulder. Hoshiki's shoulder was very comfortable, but not in that situation. Kobayashi walked away and looked to Hoshiki with anger.

''Hoshiki, please go out. If our relationship is over, then don't talk to me anymore, please. I beg you... Go out.'', he spoke.

Hoshiki looked quite decieved, but he did what Kobayashi wanted and he walked towards the exit. Before leaving the house, he showed a smile to his ex and waved his hand.

Kobayashi was now alone, and more sad as before. He lied on his bed and started crying again, for hours. Night started and another day came, and he was still alive. Sadly, he was alive.

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AN: Hello! This is the first episode~ I hope you like it! Sorry for my bad english ;-; Please leave a comment of your opinions!!! See you <3 I will try to update soon ^o^