It hurts more than expected - Original Story [YAOI]

Episode 02

From the moment Kobayashi met Hoshiki, he loved him more than even himself. Hoshiki became Kobayashi's everything, his reason to breathe and to walk. And that Hoshiki left him alone. That was just too cruel for Kobayashi, but he couldn't do anything. Now, they walked in different paths, but it wasn't Kobayashi's fault nor Hoshiki's. 

Hoshiki said he loved Kobayashi. Then why? Why did he leave him alone? Kobayashi couldn't understand it. It made no sense for him. Kobayashi even tried to kill himself, but Hoshiki stopped him before he died. And now, Kobayashi was alive, but alone again. 

He stood up and walked towards his door. Kobayashi opened it and left the house. His mind was in blank, and he couldn't think about nothing at all. He felt just empty inside. 

Kobayashi's feet walked until reaching the place he was searching for: the Uebara bar. A gay bar, quite difficult to find. He entered the bar and waited until ''he'' appeared. His name was Uhara, and he had changed Kobayashi's life in a bad way some time before. Still, he was the best company he could ask for now. 

''Oh, what do we have here? I didn't expect you to come back here, Kobayashi. Since you hate me so much...'', Uhara said, with a giggle.

''Stop joking around. You know I don't hate you, even if you are a dumbass.'', Kobayashi sighed.

Uhara, with a fast movement, hugged Kobayashi, surprising him, and grinned. 

''I've missed you. You are still my favorite toy.''

Kobayashi pushed Uhara away and stared vexed at him. 

''You are really such a loser.'', Kobayashi whispered. 

''I know, but isn't that the best part of me?''

''Shut up, arrogant shit.''

Uhara walked near Kobayashi again and kissed him, holding him by his arm. Kobayashi tried to break the kiss, but Uhara was stronger than him. When Uhara dropped out, Kobayashi hitted him a slap in the face.

''Why are you doing this!?'', he shouted.

Everyone in the bar was watching them and whispering, which made Uhara feel uncomfortable. He and Kobayashi walked towards the toilets and, once they were there, Uhara started speaking:

''Kobayashi, stop avoiding me. Didn't you come here because you wanted to see me?''

''Yes, but I don't plan to have sex with you, Uhara. You should know that already.'', Kobayashi said with an angry voice tone.

''Hmm, I wonder about that. Are you sure?'', Uhara asked, ''After losing Hoshiki, you should be quite lonely, right?''

''Hoshiki has nothing to do with this.''

''Stop saying things like that. You're just trying to escape. Hoshiki means a lot for you, and I know it, so don't make as if you didn't care about him. That just makes things harder for me, you know.'' 

Kobayashi didn't answer. He was quite mad, and he didn't remember why he went there. He knew that Uhara would try to do ''something'' with him. He knew Uhara perfectly. 

''Okay, maybe I am trying to escape, but I'm okay with it. You can call me whatever you want, and I would still accept it, but Hoshiki is not me.'', Kobayashi finally spoke, ''And I can tell you for sure that he doesn't matter here. I just...'', he toke a deep breath, ''I just don't want to talk about him anymore, okay? It makes me suffer, Uhara. I can't stand it.''

Uhara smiled and patted Kobayashi's head softly.

''I know, I know. Sorry.'', he said, ''But... are you sure you don't want to play along with me a little?''

''Shut up already! I said no!!''

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AN: Hi!! Are you liking this story? I will put some past scenes soon~