It hurts more than expected - Original Story [YAOI]

Episode 03

Uhara and Kobayashi were ''friends'' from a long time ago. When they were kids, they used to play along because they live in the same neighbourhood. Surely, Uhara was in love with Kobayashi from then, but Kobayashi wasn't. He didn't feel anything for Uhara except friendship. They were kids, and Kobayashi couldn't understand the meaning of love yet. Plus, he thinked he was not gay as Uhara.

''Hey, Koba'', Uhara always said hello to Kobayashi this way when they were kids. His nickname was Koba and Uhara loved calling him that way, ''Let's play!''

''...Huh? Okay, it's fine, let's go.''

Kobayashi was a shy boy. He was always behind Uhara, and he was bullied in school because of his weakness, but then Uhara came and protected him. From that day, Kobayashi felt a little bit more confident and he wasn't scare of the bullies anymore, but he still couldn't defend himself. That's why Uhara always kicked and shouted to the classmated who teased Kobayashi.

Kobayashi respected Uhara and he was grateful to him, but Uhara didn't see Kobayashi the same way. Not from even the start of they friendship. From the day they met, Uhara thought Kobayashi was special and he learned how to love. That's why he... did all of that. He ruined Kobayashi's life, even if he didn't mean to.

A few years later Kobayashi and Uhara meet each other, Uhara moved to another city because of his parent's job. They said goodbye and never talked by letter or phone, because they didn't think it was necessary. Their hearts were connected, and they believed to meet again, someday.

But exactly five years after Uhara moved, he went back to his natal city were Kobayashi was, and Uhara telled nothing about it to Kobayashi. After so, one year more passed and they didn't meet, until ''that day''. 

One day, Kobayashi went to that gay bar. He was gay, and now he already knew it, and he needed to save money, so he decided to try working there. But when he saw Uhara was the boss, he didn't move. He was confused.

''Why are you here?'', Kobayashi asked.

''Well... I didn't expect to see you in this kind of place, Kobayashi.'', Uhara answered, not friendly at all, ''Me being here is none of your business. I don't know if you noticed, but we are not friends now, Kobayashi. We stopped being friends from six years ago.''

''Yes, from the day you moved. You never talked to me from then. Not a single word.''

''That's your fault, and you know it. But it's easier to just forget me and be with another guy, right?'', Uhara asked, now angrily.

''It was not my fault!!'', Kobayashi shouted, ''Please, don't talk about it like i'm the bad one here. You are the one who left me without saying nothing.''

Uhara sighed and nodded ironically. 

''That's because of you. Or maybe you don't remember that I confessed to you just the day before I moved? And your answer was...? Please, say it once again. I can't recall it exactly.'', Uhara lied, making Kobayashi go mad.

''I can't answer to your feelings. I would feel uneasy being by your side from now on, because I can only see you as a friend'', Kobayashi said, ''That was what I said that day.''

''Yes, and that's why I ran far away from you. Maybe you see me as a coward, but wasn't that what you wanted?''

''No, it wasn't. I didn't mean you to leave me, I just said I couldn't love you the same way as you do.'', Kobayashi answered.

Without saying nothing, Uhara walked towards Kobayashi, grabbed him from the chin and kissed him, making him shudder. He tried to break away, but Uhara was much stronger than him. So after Uhara decided to part, Kobayashi didn't move a single finger. He was too surprised. 

''How did that feel?'', Uhara asked.

''You dumb! You know I'm dating someone, how can you do something like this!''

''Well, Kobayashi... I still love you, but you never looked at me not a single bit. Even when you accepted you were gay... I can't forgive you for making me suffering so much, so I'm going to punish you.''

''What...?'', Kobayashi was afraid of what Uhara would do, and he stepped back, ''Stop. You don't dare do a single thing to me. Uhara, stop.''

Uhara smiled and licked his lips, preparing himself. Kobayashi felt how his eyes started to get wet and some tears falled by his cheeks. He couldn't help but being afraid. It was the first time he wanted to run away from his past-bestfriend. Kobayashi didn't know that side of Uhara, he was like a whole different person. What happened in those six years that made Uhara change so much?

''Let's get started, then.'', Uhara announced, getting off his shirt.

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AN: Hello! I'm here again~ Surely you hate Uhara right now but he is not a bad guy, trust me! I'm planning of giving him more chapters from now on so wait for it.

Kind of sad no one is reading this ;; I would love you all to leave any comment!! Every opinion is welcome, because it's not easy for me to keep writing if no one likes my stories D':

See you!!