It's poetic

Childish love

I am a child

Beautiful and fare

One day i find "love" floating through the air

I give in

I let it take me

This is forever I'm sure

No way it could break me

Then i find out there's more than just me

So i cry

And i cry

But i can still breathe

After a day maybe two

Maybe three

Then I'm fine

Old loves forgotten with time

What a pure bliss

A feeling so Devine

To let go of what was once falsely mine

Older now i have grown

By new curves and stronger words

Surely this has shown

A new feeling blossoms in my soul

And it's haunting

I cant figure out what it is

But it's taunting

All of a sudden afraid

i might say the wrong thing

When did i get like this

Always seeking out attention

Always craving a kiss

Then i realize

My eyes are open

My heart has spoken

A new love has awoken

This one is bigger

This one is stronger

I would tell them

But i wait a little longer

This love hurts

An ache in my soul

With you i feel as if I'm growing old

Bones aching with every quivering step

I grow cold

You grow distant

Love is not returned

I have been burned

So i let anger churn

Anger at myself for falling

Anger at you for being such

a wonderful illusion

Now my heart is caved in

Surely I'll never love again

As a child when we would fall and scrape our knee

We'd cry and weep and be fine in the blink of an eye

Older now we bruise

A feeling so Devine

Leave me shattered

Leave me lonely

Till the end of time

-still kinda editing this one tbh but i like it rn